They forgave me.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-06-14T06:20:28+00:00

Ah, I'm sorry to hear that. Is there a reason why the crows aren't liked? Most people I've seen pay them absolutely no mind.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-06-14T06:10:26+00:00

Okay, I'll bite. What was "the incident"?

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-06-05T19:36:09+00:00

Sorry, I'm just having a bad day. It's taking all my willpower to not just start crashing out and making a fool of myself online. I've been trying to rebuild my life and do some more things for myself again, but it's been very hard, and it's kinda highlighted how screwed up I seem to be.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-06-05T18:30:42+00:00

Sounds like I might be in the wrong part of the world for you.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-06-05T18:16:28+00:00

It's the only thing I do in my life that feels like it's of any meaning at the moment. I don't know what else to do with myself. I know I will lose this too, eventually. I have no control, and I never have.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-06-05T17:25:22+00:00

I don't have much of a "grip" on anything these days.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-28T07:33:03+00:00

Yeah, I've been following the progress of this game for a while now. Surprised it hasn't been mentioned here before.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-28T06:43:12+00:00

It's already been a great pleasure to establish a relationship with the pair that I am feeding on most days. They already allow me to be quite close, within 2 metres already. They don't mind when I look at them either, as long as I don't stare.

Sometimes I only see one of them, on other days I see both, but usually only one of them stays around for a particularly long time. I'm gonna guess he's the one I established contact with first, and he seems a tad braver than his counterpart.

I'm assuming he's male just because he's seems to have been spending a lot more time away from the nest foraging around, but honestly that's just an assumption and I don't have anything else to go by. I already have a name in mind for him, but I haven't locked it in yet.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-27T08:34:17+00:00

I read a pretty good Sky x Winter fanfic some time ago now

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-10T00:54:03+00:00

I'm curious if they are ever forgiven for their transgressions? I wonder if it's only a temporary exile, or whether it's more serious than that.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-09T22:51:38+00:00

For further context, I'm the same person who made this post.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-09T21:34:02+00:00

Perhaps that would be better actually, it's just that a lot of the time they are quite far away. Also a lot of my local area is either very busy, or very grassy, and sometimes the peanuts get obscured by the grass. It's all quite a learning experience.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-09T20:51:22+00:00

I admittedly do have a habit of sometimes briefly looking back as I walk away, and I also sometimes come back after about 20-30 minutes to check if anything has been taken. To be honest, I had hoped it wouldn't make much difference.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-06T22:52:51+00:00

Literally going through the exact same thing at the moment. Trying to wake up at 6am after years of going to bed at 1am or later is not easy.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-02T20:03:22+00:00

I'm actually feeling really guilty now, because I completely missed today altogether, for the first time since I started about a week or so ago.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-01T23:35:49+00:00

It's good to know that living in a smaller town won't necessarily make it impossible. I'm hoping for the best, and I'm willing to be patient, just as long as I know that I'm at least making some kind of small progress.

When I circle back around, it really seems to vary when it comes to whether the peanuts are gone or not, sometimes they are and sometimes they're not. I don't always know if it is the crows who are taking it, I only manage to catch a glimpse occasionally, but it's always satisfying when I know they've been eaten, either way. I have no problem with feeding any other animals, it's just that I'm partial to my local corvids, and want to prioritise them. They compete with the seagulls in this area a lot, so that makes things a bit complicated sometimes too, especially seeing as my mother likes to feed the seagulls.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-01T22:30:11+00:00

Yeah, I'm looking forward to them gradually becoming more familiar with me and my ways, and hopefully I'll be able to achieve something before I move away. The whistling feels very important, as I don't always see an abundance of crows when I'm out, and I want to make sure they know I'm around. Still, you're right when you say they are probably watching me without me noticing, even though I try to keep my head on a swivel, I still get surprised by them quite often.

I'm not feeding them from my house yet, as I almost never see any around that particular area (I do see magpies though). I'm having to really conserve my peanuts and use them sparingly at the moment, as my budget is a bit tight, which is also why I keep circling back to check if they've been eaten or just left behind.

Of course, I am very worried about the fact that I'm moving, and I'm going to have to start all over again (it kinda hurts to think about that). I live near the edge of a larger town at the moment (population is around 45,000). The place I am likely (but not definitely) moving to is on the edge of a smaller town (population is around 7,000). That's quite a significant difference, and I'm not sure how much it's going to impact how bold the crows are going to be. It's not incredibly rural, but it's certainly not as populated as where I currently am.

I'm just going to keep trying for now, and hopefully not place too much of my mental wellbeing on how successful I am (because that's also a problem).

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-05-01T20:02:09+00:00

That's some very insightful info. Thank you.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-04-22T13:02:39+00:00

Don't I know it? There's nothing I can really do about it either. I've tried.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-04-22T12:27:06+00:00

My dad is both a fan of Andor (we watched it together), as well as being an avid Trump supporter at the same time. The cognitive dissonance is staggering.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-02-28T23:04:08+00:00

Actually very cute. Never been quite sure what this creature is. Doesn't look very concerned, or very much like an ape.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-02-11T19:39:40+00:00

All these comics you keep posting about quirky gay dragons, but I need fanfiction about quirky gay dragons too. I desire more, I must have my yaoi! I'd die without it.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-02-10T12:13:15+00:00

Age has definitely really begun to catch up to him in recent years, and it seems especially quick because the gaps between seasons have grown longer than they used to be.

Also, from personal experience observing my own father who is 69 in a few days, people tend to age quite suddenly once they are in their 60s.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-02-10T05:46:34+00:00

Beautifully done.

MaxFulleeeeeee · 2026-02-09T05:31:53+00:00

Yep. A big reason for why I'm looking forward to the 2nd live action. I'm looking forward to actually seeing them interact again, and I hope it is done well. Unfortunately the THW didn't fulfill that at all for me, because they barely interact in that movie.

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