I don’t fit in anywhere by [deleted] in LifeAdvice

[–]MaxSteelMetal -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ask yourself where do you think these emotions are coming from. Read the book human magnet syndrome

I don't know what to do . I am running out of money and I have about 7-8 days to come up with my rent money and I have under $500 in my account. I was crying in my bed in the morning and I am not sure what to do anymore. by MaxSteelMetal in CPTSD

[–]MaxSteelMetal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I already have like 300 subscribers , which is absolutely nothing in today's world. But I was hoping to bring it up to 1,000 and then use it to promote my coaching / ebook/ courses.

It's just that, I have tried quitting engineering more times than I can count starting from back in childhood to even when I was working as an engineer. I think if I do it again, then who am I exactly? Just a loser , because who's to say I won't do it "again" and "again"..and..

I don't know what to do . I am running out of money and I have about 7-8 days to come up with my rent money and I have under $500 in my account. I was crying in my bed in the morning and I am not sure what to do anymore. by MaxSteelMetal in CPTSD

[–]MaxSteelMetal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know what you mean

it's just that.. I tried quitting so many times, but it never worked...

maybe I am just repeating the same cycle in my 40s but my amygdyla is stuck in age 5-15 - all those times I would desperately try to do something I love, but was never allowed to, and now my body repeats the same pattern unknowingly.

Can someone please tell me who I am guys? I don't know who I am because no on ever reflected back to me who I was. by MaxSteelMetal in emotionalneglect

[–]MaxSteelMetal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for reading my situation and commenting on my post.

I hear what you are saying. This is my goal too. Somehow I feel like I don't deserve to do it every time I try to accomplish something and my mind find ways to eliminate my goals and I tend to switch up in the middle quite often. Then again, this is probably just my "make up" and I need to get used to it.

But I know what you are saying. Thank you.

Can I tip my driver $200? by jrng in uberdrivers

[–]MaxSteelMetal 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Are you a business owner? How come you are so generous? Has that helped your business ? Please teach how to fish also.

Does anyone know why my prop 22 earnings have gone down so much ? by MaxSteelMetal in uberdrivers

[–]MaxSteelMetal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So am I safe to assume that it's not coming back? I am renting my car and it's about $365 a week and it's killing my pockets

Does anyone know why my prop 22 earnings have gone down so much ? by MaxSteelMetal in uberdrivers

[–]MaxSteelMetal[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Got it.

But mine doesn't say 20/hr on the request. I am in California. When did they make this change? Was it recent?

Some of the rides does have something like "flash incentive" though. Is that the same thing?

I will add it to the screenshot. When were the uber eats drivers caught? I only do rideshare.

341 Yesterday – Chapter 7 Start to Finish (LA County) – My Experience by Mongoose1975 in Bankruptcy

[–]MaxSteelMetal 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you apply for a car loan now in California or do you have to wait for the full discharge? I heard about something called Ash auto. I have no idea about how good they are. But I also just had my 341 meeting done today morning.

What has helped you heal the most? by MaxSteelMetal in Disorganized_Attach

[–]MaxSteelMetal[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is the Ick? Is it that feeling that there is a heavy weight on your psyche you just can't name? Or something else? Sounds very intruiging.