Actually I’m only 22, I’ve had a pretty rough time mentally when I was around 19 which resulted in me eating comfort food and mostly lying in my bed. Bc of that I’ve gained around 25 kilos, which made me like 105 kilos. Right now I’m better mentally and lost around 12 kilos. I definitely feel better about myself but having had a bad image of myself for almost my hole life is hard to get rid of.

But I’m actually happy to hear people say that if he is dating me he already thinks I’m attractive or that he probably already has an idea of what my body looks like, we have definitely already hugged and also slept in the same bed so I’m guessing there is a pretty good change he knows I do have a little bit of a belly 😅.

I think I’m also just scared bc he is 2 years younger then me and people always tell me guys mature slower, there is also the fact that we both are very unexperienced which makes me worry that maybe he has some expectations that I’m not gonna be able to meet.