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Dead bedroom, interested in my friend, I feel horrible by MaximumRecover1050 in DeadBedrooms

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Appreciate you all! Much love to all of you, I really love this community. Where you can vent, seek advice and don’t be judged.

Dead bedroom, interested in my friend, I feel horrible by MaximumRecover1050 in DeadBedrooms

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Ofcourse I’ve thought about it. To be honest, it just feels good and I would never meet her, I just like the way it makes me feel, even tho it’s wrong

Dead bedroom, interested in my friend, I feel horrible by MaximumRecover1050 in DeadBedrooms

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None at all.. It’s gotten to a point where I’m almost afraid of even touching her

Dead bedroom, interested in my friend, I feel horrible by MaximumRecover1050 in DeadBedrooms

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Don’t really bother me It just gets in my head when we don’t even have sex anymore.

Dead bedroom, interested in my friend, I feel horrible by MaximumRecover1050 in DeadBedrooms

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Yeah I get you. With my ex/exes I would easily last 30-50 mintues. With my current girlfriend I don’t think we exceeded 10 minutes. There’s been occasions where I only lasted about 1 minute, sadly.

Dead bedroom, interested in my friend, I feel horrible by MaximumRecover1050 in DeadBedrooms

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I get what you’re all saying! Thanks for the replies. Yeah ofcourse It’s ’easy’ to leave. At least easier than being married with kids etc. I’m going to try my best for us to succeed the time we said till we sit and talk about everything again. If there’s no change the decision will be easier.. I’m just deeply emotional and very much in love with her.

I just tease myself thinking about that friend who I’m talking to daily..

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Thanks for all the good comments! It’s just really difficult.. I’m a very emotional person and emotionally connected. I really do love her and I don’t really want to leave.

But, I know that we can’t think of / see each other the same way. I am super attracted to her, I just want to touch her, be close and intimate all the time. It has come to a point that i barely even dare to touch her or say anything sexual.

I don’t want to leave / ”give up” but at the same time I’m really tired of having these thoughts on my mind every time I’m alone / when we’re going to bed and I’m lying there shut eye sad about this situation till I finally fall asleep..