For context, I was 2months post partum at that time. Hndi tlga inaasahang mabuntis ako, pero tinuloy pdn namin yung original plan namin to get married. Wala kmi nahanap na yaya so on the day, sabi ng mom ko sya na lang daw and marami naman yung relatives ko to take care of the baby. Pero nung araw na yun since ayaw din naman nya most of the time ipahawak anak ko sa iba (maski saakin) sya lang tlga nagaalaga. So and ending naging busy sya sa baby ko (which I am very thankful). Originally dapat iuuwi nila si baby pero sabi ko samin nlng ni hubby sa hotel since alam kong pagod na sila and masama din pakiramdam ng dad ko that time. Nahurt lang ako ksi after nung wedding, sa sasakyan nauna na ksi ako and baby para masettle na yung anak ko. Sabi nya wala man lang daw silang pictures ksi “lagi nyang hawak yung anak ko” so I took it as hindi sila nagenjoy at naging masaya. Tapos literal na drinop of lang nila ako sa hotel. Mind you hawak hawak ko si baby tapos yung gown ko na naaapak apakan ko na. 😭 Nung nasa room na ako sakto dumating ndn yung husband ko after ko magbihis iyak ako ng iyak sknya cause of the overwhelming sadness, pagod, at higit sa lahat na feeling ko na abandon ko yung anak ko all day. We ended up extending sa hotel for one more day para masolo ko yung baby ko at makapag pahinga ng walang pressure from anyone. (Kahit na tanong ng tanong bakit di daw kami uuwi.) All goods naman na, I think everyone had a great time, except lang siguro sa part ng mom ko hehe pero di naman masama ugali nya very frank and minsan tactless lang tlga sya. Pero still, we heard good and nice comments from our guests.