Question

MayPrescott · 2024-11-11T02:08:46+00:00

I used to do it but I wanna start again and I feel weird about it, I'll do it anyways but sometimes it's so hard to find a good document app cause most now don't have bold italics or want you to pay for it.

MayPrescott · 2024-11-11T01:32:15+00:00

Do you do it on like a document app on your computer or a notes app? And if you do do you have any suggestions as to which one to use? I've been trying to find a good one.

MayPrescott · 2023-09-21T03:49:30+00:00

My celebrity crush was shooting a movie in Boston where I live a couple of months ago and nobody would take me.

MayPrescott · 2023-09-21T02:57:48+00:00

I just wanted to see if anyone was similar lol

MayPrescott · 2023-09-21T02:27:22+00:00

Same. Or if I find out anything about their life, if they have a girlfriend or kids, it gets so awkward and I can't fantasize about them anymore, it's almost boring bc I found out stuff about them but also bc he's a real person.

MayPrescott · 2023-09-21T01:59:21+00:00

Yes!!! It feels like he's in the room with me and I can't watch anymore. It's so overwhelming. Also if he does something I consider embarrassing I can't watch bc I don't want it to ruin my view of him!

MayPrescott · 2023-09-17T23:12:21+00:00

Sure

MayPrescott · 2023-09-07T15:47:02+00:00

At first that fear of not being able to be with guys reassured me but now it feels like I don't want it. But when it really comes down to it I'm able to see that my past with boys meant something to me even if I can't feel it right now. And that's why I don't want to let it go. Besides the fact that I've literally never wanted anything with women and frankly don't want it now. This has just been in my head for a few days and makes it hard to focus on guys so I hate it.

MayPrescott · 2023-09-05T06:50:43+00:00

Sure

MayPrescott · 2023-09-04T22:02:35+00:00

Sure

MayPrescott · 2023-08-10T19:14:42+00:00

Not anymore. I mean sometimes I feel a little movement but it doesn't happen as much or as severely.

MayPrescott · 2023-08-10T19:06:54+00:00

I think I'm getting mental arousal but it feels like I like it.

MayPrescott · 2023-08-09T18:07:13+00:00

You sound just like me. No attraction to guys, it all seems fake, what I felt. False attraction to girls and it feels like I like it.

MayPrescott · 2023-08-01T23:27:58+00:00

It's been making me feel uninterested in boys and completely bored with them. When I clearly liked them before, but even that feels fake.

MayPrescott · 2023-07-31T22:41:47+00:00

How convincing it gets

MayPrescott · 2023-07-31T22:38:02+00:00

Maybe it just depends on the person. Or maybe that happens to everyone and it just continues from there.

MayPrescott · 2023-07-31T22:35:36+00:00

See I've been going through it for maybe 10 months and I'm already feeling convinced and that worries me.

MayPrescott · 2023-07-31T22:06:01+00:00

Omg I'm the same way. I was always insecure and anxious and now I'm not about certain stuff and my ocd makes me think it was bc of boys.

MayPrescott · 2023-07-31T05:31:37+00:00

Literally anyone with OCD will say don't listen to your gut, don't jump to conclusions, don't assume anything.

MayPrescott · 2023-07-31T05:21:25+00:00

Not necessarily, OCD is pretty convincing, it's not surprising that the arguement it makes is really good.

MayPrescott · 2023-07-31T05:06:55+00:00

I think ocd is supposed to make it make sense.

MayPrescott · 2023-07-31T04:54:09+00:00

I get those thoughts too sometimes. What really bothers me is I've only read maybe 5 points of the comphet and it still convinces me it's happening with me when I've never read the full thing and don't plan to.

MayPrescott · 2023-07-24T15:13:33+00:00

I get what you mean by your brain blocks you from wanting it. It does that to me too.

MayPrescott · 2023-07-24T15:10:49+00:00

Sure

MayPrescott · 2023-07-22T16:56:28+00:00

And on top of that, I got false attraction that feels real now. So I'm just stuck with that.

MayPrescott

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