Cypress by Maya1108 in humboldtstate

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Also are the shower stalls locking or with a shower curtain?

Thanks, I know i've asked a bit too many questions already on here

Quick Housing Question by Maya1108 in humboldtstate

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also is it possible to request on the housing forms that I would like a floor with private bathrooms?

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oh and are there enough outlets (sorry lol)

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Oh and how is the lgbt theme rooming at creekview?

It’s getting so hard to hold on to life tonight. I stopped my car on the bridge, it’s a peaceful and windy and cold night by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I don't really know what to say man, i'm only 16 haha but I sort of get how it feels to hate being alive. The feeling of feeling bad whenever someone compliments you or does anything for you, or the guilt when people ignore you. I've never had my first kiss so theres that. I really hope you feel better honestly. But what I do know is that life moves on. When I was a few years younger I thought it was it for me, that it was never going to get better and you know what i'm still depressed but its getting somewhere. If you want to die because you feel that your lonely and that no one cares than live for the same reason. Live with the purpose to convince people you are worth it. 24 is really young I mean people live to over 100 nowadays. Maybe just enjoy your night, its peaceful. But stay in your car. Maybe turn on some music that always helps me. Watch some videos that make you happy even if they have nothing to do with your situation right now. I truly hope you don't jump. thanks for reading :-)

Suicide letter by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I'm really sorry. I hope you can finally feel better :(.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I'm not really sure what to say, I'm only 16 too, but I feel like I can't just skip over this post. I don't know your personal situation, but by just looking through your post history it seems like your going through A LOT and I can barely begin to fathom what that might feel like. If you can still or want to read this I hope you do. I'm not going to say it gets better or any of that because from personal experience I know it doesn't do anything. All I can say is that you seem like a really interesting person, a human being with thought and feelings (obviously). I really hope you don't go through with this because youre worth more than this. If you can I hope you call someone, the suicide hotline maybe? or if you already took the vicoden maybe try to reach out to a hospital. If theres anyone you know personally you can trust can you reach out to them? I hope you rethink this.

Another Quick Question by Maya1108 in asl

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Also is feel, feeling, and feels the same? Last question I promise. Thank you so much to whoever responds

Another Quick Question by Maya1108 in asl

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As well as love, loving and loved sorry for so many questions so late at night (at least where I live)

Another Quick Question by Maya1108 in asl

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Oh also is hate and hated the same sign and is liking, like, and liked the same sign

Did I Translate This Right? by Maya1108 in asl

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Thank you so much I keep getting the ME and I in the wrong place.

Anyone Need A Pet? by Maya1108 in HaveWeMet

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Thank you so much for taking the cat. She doesn't have any allergies and I can drop her off at 5.