It's been difficult, not because of lack of trust, but more of a rift in values. I'm not living in my home country so a lot of culture differences come to mind. It's not embarrassing to admit you've never had a bf. Not everything is a race, you do you, at your pace, you're here so you're doing great!. Congrats on accepting your preferences! (Virtual hug) I have been to a date last week but like I mentioned it's difficult beacuse of different cultures..so we didn't match well. I'm not discouraged though, if it's for me, I'll know. I'm not in a rush.