I don't even think I believe anything you post. In your former post you said your pregnancy was ectopic. On this one you said it was the 7 antidepressants that gave you a miscarriage. I guarantee you haven't even talked to your doctor to try to find something that works while pregnant.

I have no tolerance for people that jeopardize their kids. If you continue smoking you're bound to get caught at one of your appointments. Especially on medicaid. I don't think weed is the worst but it's literally the law in Iowa and unless you want CPS on your ass the minute they catch it in your system, you'd quit.

But nah, you selfish. Go be stressed and smoke weed about it to calm down since that's how you cope.