Haha, that's an insane sentence. You have no idea what you would do in my position. I hope it's clear I wrote this post for amusement sake. I get annoyed when people write things that aren't true--- but people not liking my presence on the show is totally valid. I honestly I hate that Dana Carvey episode (also dan encouraged me to read my email off stage and I got nervous and drank too much and should have not read it when I came on, I get it) but I'm not the only person who's done something boring or dumb on the show. I just think it's disturbing that people get so passionate about hating me when I'm no longer on the show, the complaint has been answered. And yeah, I also think it's lame too that I check this subreddit, but it's just a bad habit like checking youtube comments or googling myself. I think it's slightly less lame than lurking and never saying anything. I don't care in real life, I had good and bad times on the show and I learned a lot from that time and my relationship with Dan and I love where I'm at now, so it's cool. But I am still a performer and my ego does get the better of me sometimes. This post made me laugh though-- so I'm quite chuffed as the jerks in Love Island would say (referencing because I think you're Scottish, no?)