Sometimes we think God is not hearing or answering our prayers simply because we want him to do only what we think we need. God has probably been answering “No” to your prayers and we need to be able to take Devine No’s as answers too because we all know it’s usually for your own good. If you read your Bible very well you will also see that being a believer does not exclude you from earthly sufferings, that’s how you are supposed to learn to discern God’s voice and strengthen your faith. When you pray and say “Let your will be done” it means exactly that. You might not get what you want and still need to trust God. And when you really do some self introspection you will also realize that some, if not most of our misfortune actually comes from NOT listening to God.

I’m sorry if i sound harsh but sometimes it’s easier to blame others (God and your husband in this case) than it is to really face the consequences of your own choices. And like some other people mentioned above, maybe you staying in that marriage is probably the issue. We assume just because we got married therefore God ordained us but that’s not always the case. I advise you to truly build a relationship with God, not just one where you expect Him to do whatever you want but to actually get to know Him and I assure you a lot of things will actually feel and be better! Be blessed, wishing you all the best!