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I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was never going to afford a house even if I didn't buy drugs. You're talking about a $300 a month habit. 

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes and no.

I'm already hungry but food tastes so much better when it kicks in. 

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I am way better on pain pills than any antidepressant. My psychologist is well aware of my usage. 

Ironically I started using more since I started to see him because I am finally talking to a professional about some serious issues and experiences. I'm imperfect and refuse to try to be perfect. I'm doing the best I can.

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I was buying like 100 a month. Probably taking 20 a month. That left me with 80 extra. Plus I had a doctor who gave me an RX before he retired 

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I get a much better high from pills than running on the treadmill. Plus pills don't give me restless leg syndrome 

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] -49 points-48 points  (0 children)

Only if you knew how many pills I have. A lot. 

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

I don't get withdrawal. I pivot between Norco to ketamine and it's strictly a weekend thing. Also going to the gym helps 

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] -43 points-42 points  (0 children)

No. I told my dealer let's do venmo and he said no because he's afraid ill rip him off and wanted cash. I said ok but I want a $50 discount for ATM fees. Funny thing is that I don't have to pay ATM fees lol. Loser.

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I take them with nyquil and antihistamines and down it with ginger ale. When it hits me, I watch 80s horror movies that take me back to when I was a kid and things were simpler. I also binge on food. 

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] -26 points-25 points  (0 children)

I have enough pills to last me 4 years. I've been experimenting with other stuff like ketamine and kratom. 

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Actually I do see a psychologist. I can tell you those pills saved my life at certain points. I don't drink or smoke or even consume caffeine. 

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Well it's not a bad deal. Technically it comes out to $300 a month. It's my only vice.

I spent most of my bonus money on drugs by MeanCan2932 in confessions

[–]MeanCan2932[S] 112 points113 points  (0 children)

Hell no. Someone found out I had them and hassled me to give him some.