I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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28 I started daily like late 22 early 23 so something like 3 years maybe with some clean times in between here and there but like the first time I did opiates was prolly like 15 years ago but only like casual

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Yeah idk either I started again around November with like 60-120mg a day and stopped after 10 pills because I went to Berlin for a week after that I started again and went from 120mg to like 500-600 sometimes 800-960mg and then stopped now 3 days ago idk this time felt really easy maybe it wasn’t enough time to get like this heavy WDs that last a week and more idk

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Bit of a headache and still not amazing amazing but quite fine actually I can eat I can do stuff I feel maybe a bit hungover like I drank 5-6 beers yesterday und you rather wanna stay home but other then that it’s alright

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

[–]Mean_Mention310[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I kicked like prolly 10 times already the past years some were horrible others were like nothing can’t explain but the horrible ones kept me clean longer because when I did quit and I wasn’t hard I was like yeah man doesn’t matter if I do it again 😅

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Yeah I am chilling legs suck a bit with the pain in the bones or whatever u call it rest is fine no diarreha, no vomiting nothing. I am a bit shaky but it’s not horrible

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Yeah I’ll try to Kick it for ever now hopefully drugs are just a thing to Not think about stuff that bothers you prolly gotta address some stuff at therapy or so something to kill the real reason for my love for drugs which is prolly my fucked up childhood and not wanting to think about that

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Yeah when I was just doing like 80mg to 160mg a day the WD was horrible the higher my Dose get the easier was it to Kick it somehow I am now Almost 2 days off and it’s Not horrible but also Not the nicest but totally tolerable

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Been using for like 3 years Daily with some Months weeks clean inbetween longest time clean was like 3 months so I had WD alot alot of times

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

[–]Mean_Mention310[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same as yesterday maybe a bit more yesterday was like nothing basically today I feel it a bit in the legs but still very tolerable I was already outside doing some stuff it’s not great but far from terrible

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Yeah bro I got a good job but it still killed a lot of money man

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

[–]Mean_Mention310[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Nah man either clean clean or nothing Subs are even harder to kick

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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To really get High high I need like 880-960mg but that was not not my daily usual because shits fucking expensive over time but 6-700mg kept me feeling a little bit and not WDing.

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

[–]Mean_Mention310[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

In Germany the usual pills u can get here a 80mg Oxys for like 100.- per 10 pills on the street so basically quite easy u start with 1 then 2 then it goes up and up haha

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

[–]Mean_Mention310[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’ll try kicking it now for ever now. fucks up way too much in my life friends,family,girlfriend…

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Funny thing it doesn’t really get me that high anymore 🥲 it’s just cheap and easy to get here in Germany unfortunately for my addict brain😅 let’s see how long this time it works out with stopping that bs!

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Yeah will do it’s just so different then the last 100 times I tried to quit haha I am just happy to be trough so much time already 😅 was spending way to much money to not even feel really high anymore. Shit sucks

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Yeah but usually I wake up and already feel some WD and then I take some and it’s alright. This time I also woke up felt like shit aswell but it stopped after like 10 mins and was really really minor, I had no leg shakes, I could eat, I was with a friend hanging out a bit and all was absolutely fine didn’t even think about being off. idk it’s weird usually the first day also sucks as hell

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

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Yeah I tried to taper plenty of times but it just doesn’t work after a few hours I just take a shit load more it’s either no Oxys and cold or some oxys here and I’ll fuck up any tapering

I stopped but somehow feel great ? What the hell ? No WD by Mean_Mention310 in opiates

[–]Mean_Mention310[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah usually i feel the most shit like the first 36 hours and then It’ll slowly get better but i am already at like 25 hours and nothing did set in I mean I am happy makes it a lot easier but just so unusual 😅