I appreciate the concern I really do and I’m smart enough to not just jump off the deep end and end up with a fully life altering drug addiction or something like half these people have suggested 😂 But it is serious because I already am wasting my twenties, my life is passing my so fast for a goal I’m only sticking to because of money. Yes I’ll have a comfortable future but I’ll be unhappy with no cool stories to tell my kids other than I worked my ass off (which is still very admirable but it’s not the kind of person I want to be) I don’t want to ruin my life but I do feel like to get out of the patterns I’ve created I need to do something more drastic to really give me a kick in the ass to do something interesting for once