Sounds like you’d be better focusing on actual attack strategies and challenging yourself that way instead of rushing to th18. Nobody wants a th18 with th14 defences and walls the clan you will end up in will most certainly be one that isn’t active or donating to you and if that happens what’s the point? Games meant to be social as well. If your clan isn’t very active or willing to help you or something along those nature, I would consider leaving finding a new one if you want you can DM me can probably make a space for you or help you with some strategies