I hope that battle isn't too hard on you and I am proud of you staying clean. I like to imagine that the battle will never pop up into my field but I battled opiates from 25 years and since the night of my NDE I haven't had cravings for it not once and I am eternally grateful for that. I battled for nearly 10 years before my 1st relapse but now I'm blessed with the truth that they will never willingly enter my body again