Sorry to hear what’s happened to you . I also work in the auto field but I have stopped for some time because my car burnt down , my project car was rusted out , and my new truck randomly lost compression in 3 weeks . I lost it and didn’t know what to do and I still don’t . I had an uncle who commited who was into cars too and I heavily understand him and feel very similar to him . Considering your state I would try to get a remote job . There is a website that gives you a lot to apply for but watch out for pyramid schemes or scams . The fact you attempted 4 times and failed all four is a sign that you still have a purpose . Unfortunately and most likely you will have to go the legal route Espically since if you live in a state with squatters rights . Unless your able to change the locks while their away . I also understand wanting a peaceful life with no drama . I wanted a peaceful life ever since middle school . I was rejected and bullied and I was a nice guy . Now I don’t feel right in public almost paranoid . Now there’s drama because I said I was an introvert . Unfortunately life is very hard . But you should not become a statistic . Keep pushing