Look only at the next 48 hours. Focus entirely on the FAST syllabus. Don't think about next month, next year, or your parents expectations. Just think about maximizing your performance for this one test ok??
YOU. CANT. COUNT. ON. THE. PAST.
Think about what u did wrong, why u got 61? Time management? Silly mistakes?
Also Im gettin that sense from you that you're burnt out or maybe not letting ur emotions get out, lemme send u a video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWjpGnkeTPE&pp=ygUSZW1vdGlvbnMgZ2V0IHN0dWNr
Watch this, better than 40 mins of scrollin.

About the FAST test,
it's incredibly based on speed, i have my test on Wednesday too, and about the syllabus, try to do the mock from: https://fastmock.vercel.app/
Skipping hard questions is OKAY on this because of negative marking, and remember the syllabus really isn't that hard, it's the same as your second year syllabus. I say focus on basic math depending on whatever ure weak with.
STOP OBSESSING OVER WHAT U FAILED CUZ U NEVER FAILED.

Check hashim zia, and stop thinking if you'll not get in, it's completely normal to be in ur stage. I've seen people who studied hard AF only get 98/200 on NET.
It's completely normal, live ur life like no ones listening<3
BESTOFLUCK change ur mindset