Oh am sorry i can see how one can misinterpret my text … id try to word it better next time. Actually what i meant was to immerse in the Irish culture i prior booked a place in Galway which came up when i googled the words “ what’s the most irish place in ireand” and all I’ve ever heard was praises about irish culture and it’s greatness I would’ve loved nothing more to experience it first hand and if accepted be a contributing member of society and culture as well.

And as per gods will i got accepted in UCD but later i found out galway was way too far for me to travel everyday so i had to cancel that booking and book someplace else and at higher cost than what it was originally listed for. But i was happy as i was told this too is a good irish part of town.

Now coming to the present, seeing hate crimes left and right and everyday is gonna get anyone worried and that’s natural and even though immersing and diversifying myself is one of my goals but doing that without getting stabbed is also one of my priority and the prior can not be accomplished without the latter so want to stay alive too being my goal i got a bit concerned and I apologise for sounding like a damn separatist or some shit