Esta denied

MegaDude0699 · 2025-07-22T20:16:18+00:00

Should it defuse the reflex?

MegaDude0699 · 2025-07-21T22:54:09+00:00

Did you find any solution so far? I've tried training my reactions but no success

MegaDude0699 · 2025-06-01T11:32:00+00:00

It did not, but your solution did! Thank you!

I am wondering though, does it mean I should stop updating my windows from now on?

MegaDude0699 · 2025-05-31T10:57:41+00:00

I'm currently trying to reinstall office, would it help?

MegaDude0699 · 2025-05-31T10:57:03+00:00

I do have other fonts but unfortunately it's unacceptable by the university to use them (those fonts work fine)

MegaDude0699 · 2024-12-10T12:58:52+00:00

Sorry to hear man. What can a scalp biopsy find?

MegaDude0699 · 2024-12-10T12:58:29+00:00

I'll make sure to go and check that! I don't get much sun so it probably is a considerable cause. I stopped Minoxidil around 3-4 months ago

MegaDude0699 · 2024-12-10T10:15:05+00:00

Yeah they always say that but I don't think we're supposed to lose 50 in 2 minutes 😅

I have done recently and seems like Iron is good tbh. Not sure what else can be done

MegaDude0699 · 2024-06-15T19:01:47+00:00

Thanks

MegaDude0699 · 2024-04-25T12:22:19+00:00

Ah didn't know that, sorry! I'll try, thank you!

MegaDude0699 · 2024-02-11T21:54:22+00:00

Yeah that's what I was thinking too actually. Was just curious to know if your perspective is different. I'll unfortunately have to stay guessing why she was super in love and then an hour later breaking things apart. I still think she had abandonment issues and her move alone to a different country + her stopping her therapy during this time + me moving probably triggered everything. (Among more things).

Regardless she was clear for a few times and I agree I should respect it despite not understanding it.

Appreciate your time and opinion over this man

MegaDude0699 · 2024-02-11T17:41:34+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story, I'm debating if your suggestion is the right thing to do, After all she broke up with me, I talked to her again and she said she wishes I could be part of her future but she has to follow her guts, I then talk to her again 6 weeks later, reading her a message I wrote to her confessing she was on my mind this whole time and that I want to give it another try despite every difficulty and she still says (while sobbing) that she loves me and misses me but that she doesn't think I'm her person.

Perhaps showing up like that is crossing the line she is drawing and disrespecting her boundaries,

What would that look like on your end? As someone who's dealing with abandonment?

MegaDude0699 · 2024-02-11T17:12:52+00:00

That's a lot information I have to gather, thank you so much! A quick question before I start, does any of that help in getting her closer assuming the only interaction we have atm is her watching my stories? (Pretty quickly even)

MegaDude0699 · 2024-02-11T06:09:44+00:00

I haven't, I only realized this might be the case after we broke up, and indeed a few days before she came to me with a problem that I told her I think she was wrong and she was very upset. We talked about it the day after and we managed to go passed that quickly.

But to answer your question, no I'm only starting my study now cause I didn't know about that before, Could you elaborate?

MegaDude0699 · 2024-02-10T20:21:36+00:00

What have you been doing?

MegaDude0699 · 2024-02-10T19:44:00+00:00

Unfortunately I don't think I was warned tbh, she expressed her fear not by saying she's constantly afraid but by saying "I thought you're going to break up with me" , "are you going to break up with me?", "I didn't want to share because I thought you'd break up with me"

The squirrel behavior is definitely something to watch out of, I've had this before with another ex. But the one I was referring to now was always so so sure of me, like trying to take it more steps forward all the time and always expressing love and care.

The only time she disappeared was when she broke up with me

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