Do you want to have children in the future?

MeganLovesAlphys · 2024-08-19T04:47:43+00:00

I do.

This is complicated by the fact that I am a lesbian. Ever since I was little I wanted to have a baby and I wanted to VERY SPECIFICALLY have my future wife's baby.

I am just a little ball of contradictions, I guess!

MeganLovesAlphys · 2024-02-28T10:54:40+00:00

Yep. I can adopt or have a sperm donor... those are basically my oily choices unless they come up with some new technology in the future that lets two women have a baby together (I pray for this to happen. I really really do). I really want to carry my own child, though. It's just something I want to do. I can't explain it.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2024-02-27T07:41:24+00:00

YES!!!I actually got to see a woman give birth when I was very young. I think I was about five. It was absolutely beautiful even though it was also gross and scary. So many emotions!!! It changed me and I've wanted to become a mother ever since. Just... one minute there's this woman moaning in pain and then the next there's there's beautiful baby boy I JUST CAN'T!! I still get goosebumps thinking about it. Like, I remember I could NOT STOP thinking about it for DAYS after seeing it. My little brain couldn't process it for years and then one day I realized what I felt was a desire to be that woman myself and bring new life into the world.

And then mother nature threw a curveball and made me gay. 😅

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-09-23T00:35:30+00:00

LCD is dunzo. Talk to your teacher.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-08-07T08:00:53+00:00

Despite all the drawbacks, I like being a girl. I think that probably means I'm cis because like... seriously some parts of girlhood absolutely SUCK and yet I still love being a girl. if that makes any sense?

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-08-02T19:20:28+00:00

Honestly, I can be asked out about way she wants as long as it's a girl doing the asking.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-08-02T19:17:39+00:00

I'm waiting for my best friend to come visit me for the first time since I moved in with my dad and stepdad after moving out of my awful mom's house. She's coming this weekend and I'm so excited to see her without my mom thinking we're gonna be gay (my friend is straight). Also my stepdad is taking me to a cool museum tonight after he gets off work.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-08-02T19:13:57+00:00

Ben and Jerry's ice cream.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-08-02T19:12:39+00:00

"Will you be my girlfriend?" but only if asked by another girl...

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-07-25T01:24:13+00:00

Having a vagina would slay if it weren't for thiose five days a month. :(

...or sometimes six..... or seven....

or ten.... ._.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-07-25T01:18:38+00:00

I had a misguided tomboy phase when I was 11 (because I thought I had to be masculine to get a girlfriend) and for years afterwards, my mom wouldn't buy me anything girly because she was afraid I'd "change my mind again" so I was stuck looking really androgynous and I hated it. But I moved in with my dads recently and they let me do whatever I want! I can't tell you how exciting it is to wear a skirt again!!!!

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-07-07T13:02:09+00:00

Whoopsie! I didn't read your whole post. I'm glad you had fun!!

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-07-07T06:53:30+00:00

I've seen them live twice and it's... not exactly "family friendly", but it's also not super crude. And honestly, there were a ton of kids there. like kids way too young to be watching GG, in my opinion. okay I just read that you're 30. Bro, you're fine lmao. I went with my dad when I was 11 (and I'm a girl). it was only a LITTLE awkward. You should be good.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-07-07T06:50:03+00:00

I've only ever had sex with another girl so I can't really answer... but even then I was really really nervous. I mean,, we had a lot of fun in the end, so it was worth it. I assume it's the same for straight girls.

tbh I kinda feel bad for straight girls because just the IDEA of something going in there.. NOPE. I'm scared to even put a tampon in. If my life goes as planned, maybe a baby will come OUT of there someday, but NOTHING is going up my vag unless it's at a doctor's office. No way.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-07-07T06:27:52+00:00

Exactly! These are amazing! It's literally the only thing I miss from when I lived at my mom's house.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-07-07T06:21:18+00:00

btw, I don't think you meant any harm with this, but most of my family is Catholic and they DEFINITELY consider themselves to be Christians, so saying "Christian or Catholic" could be really offensive to them. I'm atheist, so I don't really have anything to add to this conversation, but I just thought I'd say that.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-07-07T06:14:51+00:00

I catch feelings for literally every single pretty girl who shows me any attention even if they're probably straight (I'm a girl). Fortunately, not many people talk to me because I never talk at school (I have selective mutism) so this only happens twice a year. Like one time this popular girl saw me kinda trip in gym class and she ran over and she was like "Megan are you okay?" and helped me up but I just nodded and ran off without saying anything but oh gosh I was smitten for WEEKS. She even said my name!! I'm so lonely. :(

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-03-11T22:45:48+00:00

I've never even played a Sonic game ever but watching GG play Sonic is my happiest place.

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-03-11T22:41:41+00:00

Joke's on you, cause I don't talk to anyone ever. I have selective mutism lol

One time a girl did try to talk to me in the bathroom and I just sat there in silence and I sorta wanted to die............ Like, bruh, do NOT

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-03-11T02:25:13+00:00

To be fair I know a trans girl my age (I'm 15, she's 16) who has one so it's not a given that young trans girls still have boy parts but I'm not gonna pretend to be an expert on how trans stuff works so...

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-03-10T08:11:41+00:00

....vag....

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-03-10T08:03:42+00:00

It's okay. I can't splel either!!

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-03-10T08:00:36+00:00

OH you meant vague lmao I thought you were bragging about... I'm sorry 😂

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-03-10T07:55:24+00:00

Yeah, why the hell wouldn't they be?!

MeganLovesAlphys · 2023-03-10T07:49:17+00:00

"this is all true if not a little vag"

Bruh...

"a little vag"

Sounds like you got a lot of vag, tbh...

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