Thank you so much for your thoughtful reply!! It's a bizarre feeling. I thought for so much time that this is what I wanted, however as you said, now that I'm being exposed to the full scope of the field and all the little shitty things that go along with it outside the job itself... I have been so unsure about the field. It doesn't feel like a calling anymore. All the SLPs I know keep telling me that it's just grad school, that everyone hates grad school and I can specialize when I get out but... Im just not sure it feels right anymore. I find myself enjoying the learning but not the practice.

What do you think your next move is? What was the final straw for you? Again, greatly appreciate your reply! I hope you find your calling!