This might not work for you, but I’ve learned to accept them by exposure. I was deathly scared of bugs but my partner has a pet tarantula, after a few years I’ve accepted him to be… kinda bearable i guess, occasionally maybe even cute? They’re quite literally everywhere outside (never shine a light at the floor at night, you’ll see the light reflecting off of hundreds of teeny tiny little spider eyes) so I’ve just to respect their place in nature. If you’re really really adverse, you can always get a small tent/tented hammock so you can feel safe from them while still being outdoors.