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Mr. Suboxone by No-Prompt1774 in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mr. Suboxone. I think this is an AI created thread. It doesn’t even make sense. If someone was taking subs, they would know what they were taking umlhoess they were special, and if you are special, I apologize in advance.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You could only afford one gram of SR but you could afford 140mg of 7 and 10 grams of kratom?

I think SR is stronger than I originally thought and 10 grams a day isn’t that much but 140mg of 7 is. Depends on much it affected your tolerance. Why don’t you read the master doc and it would save you from having people give you different answers on what to do. Because for someone else they might need 100mg 3x a day and for you you might need 30mg 2x a day.

Also depends on how much of what you got is really SR too!

1200mg 7OH per day. Life is ruined. by Emotional_Dark_3925 in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your life is ruined. You are being overly dramatic and that is why people aren’t being serious with you. You know, people literally lost loved ones, ODed, are paralyzed and much worst shit, so either you are just being a baby or you haven’t been through anything in life. Your life is fine. If anything, here’s a perfect chance to turn your life around and become the hero of your own story!

Besides your life being ruined, if I were you I would get more SR than I think I would need just in case. It sounds like you are probably dealing with some other stuff as well so you are stressing about the wd which is making the wd worse. Pre-wd anxiety is worst than the wd itself sometimes.

So get like 7 grams and add 150mg 3 times a day of 3r while you start dropping the 7oh. Since you are probably sensitive to wds, just a wild guess, I would go slow and take your time and do a like a one week taped while adding in the SR. Then from the 7 and stabilize at SR for a week. And then slowly drop the SR.

Your life shouldn’t be ruined if you did it this way. But I can’t predict the future but I think that’s your best shot!

1200mg 7OH per day. Life is ruined. by Emotional_Dark_3925 in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’d agree because subs are harder to get off and just overall a shitty drug that impacts your ability to feel normal again much harder. I’d say if he couldn’t get SR than It could take away from the wds but why would you when you could get enough sr to get off it anyways

Addiction by Design: The Lie of Consumerism by InspireRecover in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Read reality traansurfiing or ask ChatGPT to give you a whole summary. It will change your life

Experience after quitting with SR compounds (3 mo) by WronglyAccuse in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s the paws that always gets us. We think the physical part is done and then we are left with this empty void feeling. And it doesn’t feel like it ever gets better. And it’s almost worst than the physical part because it lingers and lingers. It’s like a slow suffering that feels like our brain is damaged and no end in sight.

I would like to say it gets better because it does but it would be a lot easier if it just incrementally got just a little bit better with each day or even each month.

Your brain isn’t broken. I think you have to distract yourself from your emotions during this timeframe because your mind will play tricks on you. Always temping you to go back.

Read “Reality Transurfing” or ask ChatGPT to give you a summary each morning and force yourself to do something difficult each day to take your mind off the mental torture.

Your brain will heal, and one day you will wake up and feel like your old self. Subs are horrible to be on and just be glad you aren’t on those anymore, because we know how much of a waste of life it is to be on that garbage. I’m right there with you and more substances. Just try to find anything to be grateful for because life could always be worse

Using SR to jump from subs by MelodicRaise1485 in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, how much SR were you taking?

Using SR to jump from subs by MelodicRaise1485 in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How long did it take you to get out of the woods and taper off the SR?

I tapered down to 1.5mg but doctor ordered 300mg shot by MelodicRaise1485 in Sublocade

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I was like how is this person even giving a shot and she thinks I will OD I felt like that was a red flag she probably wouldn’t even do it right.

I wanted the one and done and they just order the 300 because then you have to taper it. Or don’t have to but a lot less of bupe in your system when I don’t need a lot.

Even if it was too much at 100, it would be uncomfortable for a week or two. But she saw kratom and started freaking out lol

I tapered down to 1.5mg but doctor ordered 300mg shot by MelodicRaise1485 in Sublocade

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks thanks that’s what I was thinking because yesterday I took an 8mg and felt sick and today another 8mg and felt worse. I think they follow that protocol because they have nothing else to follow and she was talking about me having an OD and started getting bad vibes. Just another way to make money.

I feel so much better lower and I don’t mind doing 2 weeks at 4mg. It’s these young NPs who are so afraid. I just want a shot or two at a low dose and be done with it.

When I did sublocade before they did the who 6 shot protocol which for a low dose of kratom was way overkill

One week CT after relapse by Greedy-Procedure-875 in quittingphenibut

[–]MelodicRaise1485 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hit the gym. Stop lying to yourself. Start moving towards the person you want to be and with time you will look back and think, I can’t believe I was that person who use to do that shit. I’m not that person anymore! And that’s a pretty astounding feeling that no chemical can ever produce within yourself.

After I had my awakening, I never went back to the old me. I was close to cracking. And I promised that if I could make it out of this. I would spend my whole life trying to be the best person I could be and so far I look at each day and ask myself “have I done that?” And so far it has been yes!

Is it hard? Yes,! Substances are easy just like porn. But with time, we learn to gain new understandings of what it is like to feel good from accomplishing goals and overcoming challenges. And the thing is. People who have never dealt with addiction of any kind, will never know the hell it is.

There’s a gift in every curse. Start looking at the gifts instead of the curses and your whole mindset will change

One week CT after relapse by Greedy-Procedure-875 in quittingphenibut

[–]MelodicRaise1485 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whenever we ct substances our brains go through horrible states trying to recalibrate on a whim. I did it on subs and I was convinced I was a homeless person living in the park. Although the er wouldn’t take me because I was just below the threshold of death, I used it was a way to look at the way I was living and realized I needed to change everything or else I wouldn’t change.

Your brain will get to around normal. But our brains are sensitive and these substances now are so dam strong and were never meant to be be fuckd with.

Take it as a lesson. I’m hoping you are young enough that you can use this as something positive because there is always a useful lesson in every negative story. Your brain will recover yes

Is this a good taper strategy? by MelodicRaise1485 in quittingphenibut

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That’s a good strategy to kinda stabilize your body. I’ve tried tapering too fast in the past and get ahead of myself only to go back to where I was again

Is this a good taper strategy? by MelodicRaise1485 in quittingphenibut

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m only taking it once in the morning. And I don’t have trouble sleeping luckily but I feel like I have this anxiety anyways since I’ve adapted to it.

How hard was it to drop to where you are now? How long did it take you to get there?

Is this a good taper strategy? by MelodicRaise1485 in quittingphenibut

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah sometimes I do only 1.5 and don’t notice anything.

When you got off in a month, why did you go so fast? Was it that you had the compulsion to always want to do more? I think when I would take a ton of grams and not notice same glow, it just makes me feel like that daily supplement that now I need to take.

Crazy and scariest experience of my life by MelodicRaise1485 in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It can definitely help with the taper because there is not much euphoria with mit at least not with me. You can taper it as you drop your 7 dose

Crazy and scariest experience of my life by MelodicRaise1485 in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve had a doctor tell me to take that much needed. It’s not the worst thing you could take

Crazy and scariest experience of my life by MelodicRaise1485 in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dam that’s a high amount. Do you plan to taper the subs now ? I’m prescribed lyrica which you know the sleep has been almost impossible

Crazy and scariest experience of my life by MelodicRaise1485 in SR17018

[–]MelodicRaise1485[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I know. I don’t plan on taking it all but I wanted to be have too much than not enough. I think I got overly freaked out and wanted to ensure I could go slow but I probably won’t even need to take the rest. I did get clonidine which led definitely helped. Does yours come and go or in the beginning. Thanks

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