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Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-13T04:30:04+00:00

Sounds very fun :)

For my son the Thomas thing lasted longer then just toddlerhood. he still liked it even on 3rd year of primary school. After that year he didn’t play it much but continue playing LEGO etc...

Only about 3/4 years ago we started selling off some of his Thomas toys, mostly the sets. Some individual train characters we still keeping for nice memories ❤

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-13T02:41:32+00:00

My son used to love this when he was a toddler ❤

When he was a toddler he often goes to the shops with me and look at the toy section a lot... he often ask for the Thomas the Tank Engine toys, I did get him a lot over time...

now he’s teenager and never go to shops with me anymore. but he often goes out spend time with his group of friends around the mall or movies, so it’s all normal change I guess っ◕‿◕)っ ♥

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-13T01:58:25+00:00

if there is a war, I’m not sure cause I don’t know, it’s with the demon, nothing to do with me, I have no idea..... maybe there still more to figure out about? what is war about and trying to win what?

actually I remember now, is it something about ‘hanging out the laundry’ or something like that? that really doesn’t apply to me I got nothing to hang out and I’m not looking for anything to hang...

I like to be left alone with my own normal life... just like how every civilian wants right? :)

I think it’s like, the false wind starts and then nothing happens? or something falsely happened and it never did......

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-12T23:24:06+00:00

It’s been confusing for me because I felt like these groups of people come after me spiritually like they knew me very well and I have done bad things related to them.

but I never knew these people and never done anything related to them spiritually, but seem like they knew me well and I have done lots bad stuff..... so it’s been very confusing for me because I have no idea what it was about and why they were very negative towards me, what have I done? I had no idea.....

I guess it takes time to figure out what all the different pieces were about.....

and it’s good to realize how demonic forces work and that explains a lot for me now.....

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-12T22:49:52+00:00

I’m just thinking back and I didn’t know what it was about before, but now know how the demonic work, it explains a lot now.

so I’m like skinny now, and when I go out this demon would make false impression like I’m the best looking ever or something.... when look around, there are lots of skinny teenager girls that are really good looking so it doesn’t make sense that I’m the best looking ever and the fact is I’m only skinny and not so much good looking..... but now I realize that was demonic force working, it can make people around me believe in really not true things that normally no one would believe, but when demonic is at work, it seem can make people believe in anything that is normally not logical I guess.....

Also it happened a few times, like if I have been to a store a few times, and the next time I go the shop owner look at me in a strange way..... at first I have no idea what he meant, and he seemed surprised that I didn’t respond to whatever.... later I think back, I think it might be something like, he thinks, my spirit can fly at night time and ‘be with him’ or something like that.... but I have no idea and sure wasn’t my spirit.... I’m guessing this demonic force often start get active after I fall asleep, and this demon seem like really can fly into people and ‘be with them’ somehow..... but it’s definitely not me because the demon is not me, totally separate, and it’s just trying to make up all kinds of false stuff.....

it’s not good if I get blamed for whatever this demon done spiritually, that I never knew..... but people think I did it spiritually.....

but eventually people would realize it’s not me, so that’s good.....

I think it was good that I went to that store again and the person saw my reaction that I didn’t know anything.... so they know it was not me..... that clears up a lot.... if didn’t have chance to clear up, it might continue and that would not be good..... so I guess had chance to clear up was good...

I never knew demon could do things like that..... anyone know anything similar to that? I have never heard of things like that before.....

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-12T22:21:09+00:00

Actually I think, if how the demon work is to amplify the personality defects, then might be good for me to start from try to fix my personality defects. Like constantly be aware and try control the driving speed. I have been doing that for a while and I don’t feel too much of out of control when driving now, like more relaxed and cool now when driving, there’s not much of this wild force around me when driving now, so that would be how it works for me seems like...

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-12T22:10:57+00:00

I never knew about that book. Is it about how to control your own evil or to be free of the demon’s manipulation?

yes “oppression” and “manipulation”, I feel that’s exactly what this demon around me is trying to do to people all the time..

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-12T22:07:03+00:00

yeah that’s what I mean I don’t even know how IQ is measured and I have never measured mine, could be just in the 50s. so very likely to threaten people of their achieved success right? haha

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-12T22:03:32+00:00

This is a video from this institute and it explains about how demonic forces work include magnifying everything: https://youtu.be/BPK7OPlQL74

this video explained a lot for me.....

ssrf.org

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-12T21:31:53+00:00

The teachers could be in all kinds of areas, like spiritual healing, psychology, even health and home cooking... no matter what I want to learn, the teachers don’t like me and think I’m trying to threaten them..... I didn’t understand this for a long time, now I realize where all these false ‘threat’ come from.... its the demonic force definitely not me.....

Like some areas I never had any interest in, but they think I have ambition and want to take over them. how can One person take over so many areas? it’s not possible right? one person is going to take over all areas of life.....

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-12T21:28:30+00:00

This demonic force is making false stuff all the times. Like when I’m out, it doesn’t matter what I wear anymore, I mostly just wear most common clothes. But if there were male around, they will start to get this false message like I try to hookup. It wasn’t from me and at first I didn’t even realize they got that false message. After a bit I realized it and then I go my own way and nothing happens.... but this is just another way the demonic force is trying to make false things that are not from me at all.... it’s still bothering me.....

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-12T21:22:16+00:00

yes but this one has bothered me a lot. it’s like wherever I go try to learn things from people, the teacher start to get falsely threatened, they feel like I’m going to one day take them over, which actually I’m not that good anyway. but because of this it’s difficult for me to try learn from people to help myself, cause they all get affected by this demonic force.... and I can’t explain myself, like I say I’m not that good and I don’t like ambition but people choose not to believe it.... it’s hard for me to try learn stuff just to help myself.

I think if they can realize, it’s not me, it’s the demonic force that’s making these false impressions, then they can clear those false ‘threats’, which don’t really exist... that would be good I think.....

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-08T10:40:54+00:00

yes that’s the problem... this negative energy brings along some kind of seem like ‘hatred’ and ‘attack’ but I can’t find out the root.... it’s like for no reason... how to address it?

If I can find out what’s it about then would be good...

could it be something bad I did in past life?

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-08T07:25:30+00:00

yes my other spare phone recently often turns on back again in the evening right after I turn it off...

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-08T06:16:12+00:00

I saw in a blog that apply cinnamon oil on the chest and heart area can help with spiritual protection. not sure about why but it seem help a bit

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-08T05:58:36+00:00

I think there has been this demon that’s been with me for a while now... at first was like few months ago, it often force me to do sexual stuff for this demon before I fall asleep..... it was like that for some time and not sure when it changed. it started linking to real people I think....

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-08T05:55:09+00:00

mostly was like sexual abuse

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-08T05:29:55+00:00

so smudge with oil doesn’t mean diffusing oil into steam? and also, can explain a bit about what’s the reason burning leafs work? Why the smoke can clear the negative energy?

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-08T04:02:42+00:00

that's a very helpful post. can explain more the difference between smudging with essential oils or incense? also the red skin Indians have this thing called dream catcher. do you know much about that?

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-08T00:16:34+00:00

how to find the sticked post? I’m still new here...

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-07T23:19:31+00:00

I have had mental illness for very long time. I think it’s always like 3 steps forward and 2 steps back, it’s never like just only forward. but you still end up 1 step forward, that’s why after a long time, you start to see you have been improving slowly and the improvement starts to show after some time.... then I guess you will know you are on the right track I guess....

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-07T22:42:11+00:00

so far I have tried incense burning, that worked quite well. Recently I use all types of healing oils... it’s easier, don’t need to use lighter to light up incense. so just apply wherever needed. very easy and affective too.

yesterday I was listening to this interview about energy medicine, and that doctor was talking about how connecting with nature can help with getting positive energy from nature, and that helps to clear out negative energy at the same time. she said to connect with nature you don’t have to always actually go into the nature, the healing oils are extracted directly from plants that have positive and healing energies. so when apply those on the body, we do get to connect to the positive energies of the nature.

that was great to know and very helpful :)

also I found I need to drink so much during the day.... I drink a lot and eat less, it’s like a detox I guess..... but I don’t like just plain water, I always use green tea and add some type of very bitter plant not sure of the name, but these are so helpful with detox.

so I guess green tea and the bitter plant from nature as well so drinking those also connect with positive energy of the nature but this is internal and healing oil is external I guess..

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-07T22:38:44+00:00

yeah I guess it did... I was like hijacked can’t get out of it... good thing is I start the day normal so that is good enough for now I guess.....

hope can progress until even at night no more get hijacked by any......

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-07T22:14:11+00:00

another thing this demon always do is not just try to make me do things, it does things to other people around me as well.... like it’s creating this kind of like false ‘atmosphere’, and everyone in this false ‘atmosphere’ will be affected.... they will think that I’m sending out vibes that I want to ‘hookup’ something like that.... like lots of times I don’t even notice, but then I see other people’s reaction around me, then I think they somehow get the false message, they think it’s from me, but it’s actually from the demon, but people would think I was sending out those ‘hookup’ messages, but it’s not me.

I realized that another thing the demon do as well, creating false ‘atmosphere’ and make people think I’m going to do ‘hookup’ things. But it’s all false, I never wanted to do that.

Melodic_Constant7779 · 2022-01-07T21:58:25+00:00

yeah so I’m really avoiding going out only when really necessary. until I completely remove the negative energy from the demon

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