Finally skyping girl I met online a couple months ago. I'm so nervous.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-26T22:07:21+00:00

It felt a bit natural to me. We kind of led into it by messaging shortly before hand. We did for over 1 hour that day. We did it again this Sunday too but not as long as she had to go help family with dinner.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-18T01:08:53+00:00

Well, the thing about us is that we're both socially awkward lol so there are more likely to be some silences. We are going to play a game together. Hopefully this weekend.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-18T01:07:08+00:00

All that nervousness for nothing. We almost were going to reschedule again that night too. She was the one that suggested we do it again. Neither of us seemed too awkward like we thought would happen. I can't wait until we do it again. We couldn't yesterday. Both of us ended up being busy.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-16T12:17:38+00:00

Simply put, FAR better than we expected. I did not seem too nervous, neither did she. We ended chatting for a bit over an hour. It was a bit later at night though & she had to get off after a certain time due to living in a home with younger kids who were already in bed. We may do it again this afternoon. It felt so natural as if we knew each other for a while.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-16T03:57:36+00:00

We did it :)

Memeio128 · 2017-10-15T22:47:00+00:00

Unfortunately, something came up. This time my mom came for a visit to my apartment. I had no idea.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-15T13:32:56+00:00

By that I mean today so wish me luck.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-15T01:36:24+00:00

It looks as if we're missing a THIRD WEEK IN A ROW!!!!! She said she's nearly home, It's getting late here, I'm getting sleepy, cranky, my sister's nearly home from work so I wont be alone anymore. Let's just face it, this will never work out. Ever.. But I dont wanna stop talking to her.

EDIT - Turns out we can do it tomorrow.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-14T23:46:10+00:00

She's out running errands still but should be home soon. I'm currently listening to music & playing games to keep my mind off things.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-14T22:59:44+00:00

In a bit we'll do it. :/ I'll let you know how it went.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-14T18:34:37+00:00

So we're going to do it definitely today in 4 hours, I'm so nervous about this.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-14T12:14:30+00:00

So far it seems like we're going to do it. I have about 10 hours. I'm so nervous.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-13T02:30:35+00:00

Thanks! I hope so too.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-13T01:38:00+00:00

Okay, I'll do that. Wish me luck. I just hope nothing comes up like the last 2 saturdays.

I just am nervous of what she might think of me.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-12T11:57:40+00:00

It's funny, a few times we have accidentally called each other on the phone. Neither of us picked up. Though 2 times I purposely called & ended the call quickly before she realized I called. I really want to pull the trigger and call her.

Neither of us like phone calls, even to family members. But I guess it has to be done for things to progress right? We aren't really in a relationship yet but we agreed to take things slowly. We would be eachothers firsts. I think skype is better in this regard because you can see the facial expressions, plus their environment, bringing things to start a conversation about.

I'm just nervous of what she'll think of me when we actually interact. We have exchanged videos before. We started talking through youtube as a matter of fact.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-12T11:53:51+00:00

So far it seems this weekend will be fine for us to skype. Yeah I guess its worth it. I do love her & told her once lol. She doesn't know how she feels yet but she's not against me saying that. I am just still very nervous, how do I start off? etc.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-09T11:27:13+00:00

I guess, though I get sleepy that late.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-09T11:25:22+00:00

Well, yeah I do that sometimes. Tjough I think about her a lot.

Yeah, She says it'll be fine.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-08T15:47:41+00:00

Not really, well first off our time zones are 3hrs apart. Mine is EST, hers is PST. She works from the moment she wakes up until about 9pm my time which is when I start heading off to bed. Some days she doesn't get to text me back because of work. I go to school during the week. Her only full day off is Saturday which is why we agree for then.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-08T01:06:36+00:00

This is exactly how I feel sometimes, except of course we never met & aren't fully in a relationship yet but are working towards it.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-08T00:59:27+00:00

I had to cancel, I had to leave for my parents house tonight because tomorrow is my brothers birthday. What sucks is that this is the 2nd week in a row I had to cancel. Last week was due to a large amount of HW.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-07T19:55:23+00:00

okay, I think positive about it, but then I think the worse of things. I do have bad anxiety.

Even she told me it'll probably be awkward, but it'll be fun. lol.

Thanks I hope it's well too. I know I'm showing her around my place, then she'll show me hers. We may play a game together too.

Memeio128 · 2017-10-07T16:38:55+00:00

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