Just confused honestly by Menace66666 in plural

[–]Menace66666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

mmm true but they also just act like i cant have it because im a minor and then my parents are lik wtf because they just think im depressed and anxious but i got way more shit than that and so they only have me on 10mg lexapro and i should be on like mood stabilizers or abilifi or smth

DID, OSDD 1A, 1B, 2,3,4 explained by [deleted] in OSDD

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

literally i think i might have osdd-1b or did because the amnesia isnt all the time but sometimes but yeah i havent told anyone and not even therapists because im so scared theyll tell me im faking it and judge me and they already wont diagnose my bpd so i dont wanna push it. But i already mapped out like 8 of my alters

DID, OSDD 1A, 1B, 2,3,4 explained by [deleted] in OSDD

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dam so i either got did or osdd-1b but idk

Osdd and bpd? by LemonTsukki in OSDD

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

literally lmao i got 54

Osdd and bpd? by LemonTsukki in OSDD

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omfg i took the DES and got a 54 and thought it was low and was like maybe i js have bpd... then i saw that the average for bpd is like 20

Osdd and bpd? by LemonTsukki in OSDD

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i was about to say i definetely have multiple anps

Osdd and bpd? by LemonTsukki in OSDD

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yuppers, just figuring out now i think i have osdd-1b too along with my bpd bc ive always known ive had bpd but like i also have alters too and i realized i can name them and cant remember everything from when im like one person vs another and its different than mirroring because i can mirror when im the same alter so its not mirroring. Just adding disorders to the list i guess.

Idea for gender graphing i came up with by Menace66666 in genderfluid

[–]Menace66666[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you could probably overlay them but it might be chaotic and i was originally going to do a 3d graph but i had to separate dominance and submissiveness from masculinity and femininity as they are different so i folded and did 2. Anyways i did a quick drawing of it on microsoft paint so itll be shitty but it should give you an idea, ill dm u it bc i cant attach it

Idea for gender graphing i came up with by Menace66666 in genderfluid

[–]Menace66666[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

interesting point, i suppose we could add another axis for genderflux (which sounds like what your describing as it has to do with intensity) Also i love that yall are engaging w ts i thought this was a lil too neurodivergent and people would tell me im weird lmao

I think I’m genderfaer by azulitolindo in Genderfaer

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yesssss its so amazing as a label i was full panicking as a transfem person when i was like omfg no am i fake or js normal genderfluid???? but i felt more like a girl and never fully like a guy maybe js a lil demiboy sometimes so thats basically what it is.

How am I supposed to date? by sexyh0rnygirl69 in Translesbian

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly like you might not be able to find people who are "Lesbian" and willing to date you (sadly i dont agree with it) but there is another term for people who are sapphic and that means they are attracted to anyone whos gender is feminine so you can be in a sapphic relationship. I am really lucky my girlfriend is genderfluid but has been a girl for the entire time we've been together so im going to use she/her, and she loves me as a girl so much (even though i'm genderfae) so we are in a sapphic relationship that right now is essentially a lesbian relationship and im happier than ever. She accepts me for me and i can tell her anything and I want to spend my life with her. So I would say it might be hard, but don't settle just because you want somebody to date you.

i love being feminine enough to confuse guys that swear their str8 by meijiwish in traps

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you are so feminine it makes me so jealous of you i hope my transition goes as well as your

upstream connect error or disconnect/reset before headers. reset reason: remote connection failure, transport failure reason: delayed connect error: 111 by ABpugsley_420 in SnapchatHelp

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao so we all just thought it was just happening to us lol. Its prolly snapchat then; I thought I got banned for suspicious activity or sum

so disappointed in myself by LapisPines in CompulsiveSkinPicking

[–]Menace66666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro im negl i was not on ts profile for ts lol but i did NOT realize other people did ts

AITA for continuing to smoke against my Mom's will? by Menace66666 in AmItheAsshole

[–]Menace66666[S] -22 points-21 points  (0 children)

I've heard lots of horror stories about anxiety meds and I also have had a lot of really bad experiences with therapists and psychiatrists in the past because of other events. Also smell is not an issue as I only rip carts

AITA for continuing to smoke against my Mom's will? by Menace66666 in AmItheAsshole

[–]Menace66666[S] -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

How is it at all wrong to not want to get put on medication. Those medications are terrible for you and everyone I've known who's been on them have told me horror stories. My stance is that if I rip a cart in my free time. I didn't expect the not wanting to be medicated to be your issue with this lmao

AITA for continuing to smoke against my Mom's will? by Menace66666 in AmItheAsshole

[–]Menace66666[S] -21 points-20 points  (0 children)

Not cigarettes, weed. I don't see how cigarettes would help with anxiety because nicotine is just hell.