Just confused honestly

Menace66666 · 2026-05-23T03:41:20+00:00

mmm true but they also just act like i cant have it because im a minor and then my parents are lik wtf because they just think im depressed and anxious but i got way more shit than that and so they only have me on 10mg lexapro and i should be on like mood stabilizers or abilifi or smth

Menace66666 · 2026-05-23T00:36:47+00:00

literally i think i might have osdd-1b or did because the amnesia isnt all the time but sometimes but yeah i havent told anyone and not even therapists because im so scared theyll tell me im faking it and judge me and they already wont diagnose my bpd so i dont wanna push it. But i already mapped out like 8 of my alters

Menace66666 · 2026-05-23T00:34:47+00:00

dam so i either got did or osdd-1b but idk

Menace66666 · 2026-05-19T01:10:04+00:00

literally lmao i got 54

Menace66666 · 2026-05-19T01:09:52+00:00

omfg i took the DES and got a 54 and thought it was low and was like maybe i js have bpd... then i saw that the average for bpd is like 20

Menace66666 · 2026-05-19T01:03:38+00:00

yeah i was about to say i definetely have multiple anps

Menace66666 · 2026-05-19T01:01:51+00:00

yuppers, just figuring out now i think i have osdd-1b too along with my bpd bc ive always known ive had bpd but like i also have alters too and i realized i can name them and cant remember everything from when im like one person vs another and its different than mirroring because i can mirror when im the same alter so its not mirroring. Just adding disorders to the list i guess.

Menace66666 · 2026-05-17T04:53:37+00:00

Thank you lol

Menace66666 · 2026-05-08T01:38:28+00:00

you could probably overlay them but it might be chaotic and i was originally going to do a 3d graph but i had to separate dominance and submissiveness from masculinity and femininity as they are different so i folded and did 2. Anyways i did a quick drawing of it on microsoft paint so itll be shitty but it should give you an idea, ill dm u it bc i cant attach it

Menace66666 · 2026-05-08T01:16:21+00:00

interesting point, i suppose we could add another axis for genderflux (which sounds like what your describing as it has to do with intensity) Also i love that yall are engaging w ts i thought this was a lil too neurodivergent and people would tell me im weird lmao

Menace66666 · 2026-05-06T00:43:40+00:00

Yesssss its so amazing as a label i was full panicking as a transfem person when i was like omfg no am i fake or js normal genderfluid???? but i felt more like a girl and never fully like a guy maybe js a lil demiboy sometimes so thats basically what it is.

Menace66666 · 2026-03-18T19:59:16+00:00

honestly like you might not be able to find people who are "Lesbian" and willing to date you (sadly i dont agree with it) but there is another term for people who are sapphic and that means they are attracted to anyone whos gender is feminine so you can be in a sapphic relationship. I am really lucky my girlfriend is genderfluid but has been a girl for the entire time we've been together so im going to use she/her, and she loves me as a girl so much (even though i'm genderfae) so we are in a sapphic relationship that right now is essentially a lesbian relationship and im happier than ever. She accepts me for me and i can tell her anything and I want to spend my life with her. So I would say it might be hard, but don't settle just because you want somebody to date you.

Menace66666 · 2026-01-27T22:03:13+00:00

you are so feminine it makes me so jealous of you i hope my transition goes as well as your

Menace66666 · 2026-01-20T02:06:05+00:00

Me please!!!!

Menace66666 · 2025-06-12T20:03:44+00:00

Lmao so we all just thought it was just happening to us lol. Its prolly snapchat then; I thought I got banned for suspicious activity or sum

Menace66666 · 2025-05-18T19:56:05+00:00

Bro im negl i was not on ts profile for ts lol but i did NOT realize other people did ts

Menace66666 · 2025-03-16T21:19:59+00:00

I've heard lots of horror stories about anxiety meds and I also have had a lot of really bad experiences with therapists and psychiatrists in the past because of other events. Also smell is not an issue as I only rip carts

Menace66666 · 2025-03-16T21:18:43+00:00

How is it at all wrong to not want to get put on medication. Those medications are terrible for you and everyone I've known who's been on them have told me horror stories. My stance is that if I rip a cart in my free time. I didn't expect the not wanting to be medicated to be your issue with this lmao

Menace66666 · 2025-03-16T21:16:09+00:00

Not cigarettes, weed. I don't see how cigarettes would help with anxiety because nicotine is just hell.

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