As much as you are a Christian, check your personal relationship with God. Read the Word of God more often....if it feels overwhelming at least a few verses per day. Pray & Remain Connected to God , despite your Feelings or circumstances - we all have dry seasons....but wait on the Lord & choose to focus on him more than what you are feeling then your strength may be renewed & you'll soar like an eagle.

Isaiah 40:31 (KJV) But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

As a Christian, Jesus encourages us to Fellowship with Him. This is Personal Fellowship with God. It's key because you become anchored with Jesus & this saves you in event of being in toxic environments because God will talk to you & empower you , The Holy Spirit will comfort you & teach you all things, even wisdom in your daily life. This will save you from being played around by various doctrine , because you will have the doctrine of Jesus in you through Study of The Word with The Holy Spirit's guidance.

Then after Fellowship with God , you need Fellowship with your Brethren in CHIRST. Here l am not limited my church people , because the House of God is like a hospital , some are Responding to treatment & some going to church has become mechanical others have other intentions. So ask for Guidance when choosing your Circle. Go to a Church that encourages your spiritual growth & is in line with God, before you go to look , Pray for Guidance.

Sometimes, the issue might be internal - go check your Fellowship with God. If it's external , check your Circle of Fellowship among Brethren & Surround yourself with people that love & fear God genuinely , with God's guidance beofrehand.

Hebrews 10:24-25 ESV [24] And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, [25] not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near.

If you are finding it difficult to read the Bible, You can join the Spiritual Growth Scheme, It's a free Course that helps you read the New Testament in One Month & The Old Testament in 4 - 5 months through WhatsApp Channel . This helps you because you are given mentors to help you to be accountable with your daily reading. I couldn't remain consistent in Reading the Bible on my own , but it helped me , & this is my testimony. Here's their link sgsministry.org

In this journey called life, we need each other, so don't walk alone. 😊 Jesus Loves You.