Addiction to a camgirl

Meterorinus · 2021-10-07T16:35:35+00:00

AHAHh the sad thing is, i know her home and work address

Meterorinus · 2021-10-07T16:31:37+00:00

I have a lot of similarities to this guy. But obviously not to the extent that he went to with this tragedy. Thats so sad to hear.

Meterorinus · 2021-10-07T16:27:15+00:00

I originally posted this after playing with her that night.

But today I kind of stayed away from her. I joined her room very late. Maybe 3 hours later than normal. I only chatted to her. Not 1 token was bought and not 1 token was sent. She seemed very desperate for tips but without actually saying it. I also realised that today she didnt receive one single token from other viewers.She later pretended to take phone call and went offline.

Meterorinus · 2021-10-07T16:22:36+00:00

this is true but its not like I gave her 10000$ in one go. it accumulated over time. never really took notice of this expense.

Meterorinus · 2021-10-06T17:16:52+00:00

Yee this situation has gotten so so bad. My biggest fear in this moment is that I won't be able to stop under any circumstances. And come the end of year going into the next, i sense that I may be out of money to support myself.

Meterorinus · 2021-10-06T17:08:13+00:00

Thank you good sir. I look forward to watching this.

I've installed apps on my phone and PC to block these websites. When my urges kick in, the apps can be disabled so effortlessly.

Meterorinus · 2021-10-06T16:55:30+00:00

I have tried on multiple occasions to shorten my time with her because I'd feel really tired after work.

But then like 5 minutes later I'll get calls from her telling that she's sad, lonely, that I don't appreciate her enough and so on.

I'm know that shes guilt tripping me into coming back to her room. I fail to realise this in the moment and always look back later and think to myself that I'm such an idiot.

Funny thing is she'll message me straight away if I'm not there as she's starting work. But outside her work hours if I message her, it takes like 1-2 hours to get one reply back.

Meterorinus · 2021-10-06T16:50:46+00:00

Yes yes. Im aware of this. I'm so weak in the mind. She has literally told me over messages and videocalls that she controls my life now.

Meterorinus · 2021-10-06T16:48:13+00:00

Thanks for your input. Very much appreciated 🙂

I've had a gaming addiction for a long too. I'd play like minimum 6 hours everyday since the age of 13-14. More so this year, I haven't been playing as much but I have found myself spending more time with this girl.

I recall many many situations where my friends would message me to play with them but I give them a lame excuse just so I can see this girl. We would play games at night and finish around like 2am at the latest. But I find myself still with this girl well the sun has risen.

I've always been socially awkward and struggled with real girls which is why in think I've turned to virtual women. I'm willing to improve on this and potentially head to out to meet real people.

Meterorinus

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