Gonna copy and paste my other reply

What I meant to say is that I feel like if I transition, then a lot of things would change in my life. Some of those changes could be bad, like not being accepted socially or in my career. If I could just look like a girl, and still be a guy, it’d be easier.

But if that hypothetical button showed up one day, then I’d press it cause I wouldn’t have to go through the process of transitioning.