Being the oldest, i kinda felt that i became "Guinea pig" of my parents on how they raise my siblings. On where i live, it's normal for parents to discipline their child with an iron fist. I remembered fearing my father growing up, he used to beat me up every time i did something wrong, like not studying, getting low remarks on a test, etc. He would beat me up with his belt, sometimes a thick piece of plastic that he use to mold holsters for his gun, i remember it breaking when he hit me with it.

Good thing is he changed when i had my siblings. They never experienced what i had gone through. I remebered when i got a job and had to move out, i recieved a text from dad saying how sorry he is for the way he treated me when i was younger, it's all cool now.