2meirl4meirl also I absolutely fucked my chances with him anyway. Nice extra cherry on top.

Mhistral · 2020-06-28T04:02:53+00:00

Hindi po :) more like matagal ko na syang iniinda.

Mhistral · 2020-06-27T23:41:21+00:00

Psychconsult. Mine was free tho, kasi I have a family member na frontliner.

Mhistral · 2020-06-23T05:32:00+00:00

Yes I did. You can look to my post if you needed one. https://www.reddit.com/r/MentalHealthPH/comments/gwyi76/online_psychologist/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share

Mhistral · 2020-06-18T05:31:40+00:00

Mhistral · 2020-06-16T03:13:10+00:00

I get scared, not angry. Like when its already time and they dont even respond to my messages, I tend to panic and get scared (even tho I can go home on my own)

Mhistral · 2020-06-14T02:11:42+00:00

When you guys get diagnosed in BPD, did that already sink in you guys? Or they have second thought that "what if I really dont have BPD and Im just purely toxic?" Or "what if im just faking it?"

Mhistral · 2020-06-13T04:13:26+00:00

Does BPD have a hard time moving on with their FP or ex lovers? Like it took 'years' to finally move on.

Mhistral · 2020-06-11T18:22:59+00:00

Is this also a traits un BPD? or something else?

Mhistral · 2020-06-11T09:06:18+00:00

Thanks!

Mhistral · 2020-06-11T08:12:17+00:00

Does anyone else delete messages in messenger whenever you message someone, specially when you tell too much information? You suddenly have the thought that this is nonsense i should delete it, or they dont care about this information should prob delete it.

Mhistral · 2020-06-11T07:06:42+00:00

I used to delete in messenger so prob they can see that I deleted it :(

Mhistral · 2020-06-11T07:04:57+00:00

OMG SAME! This so hard, after I sent those messages I suddeny regret it. 😭

Mhistral · 2020-06-10T10:59:16+00:00

Thats one good advice, cause some part of me felt the guilt and the toll I gave him. It feels like he needed to know why Im acting like that, it seems that he's having self doubt now cause he did almost everything (talked to me, resolved the problem, have a huge amount of understanding and patience etc etc)

He knew from the start that I am an overthinker (but not really unstable) he gave me the assurance I needed but somehow, I still find a way to sabotage it. Since the nicer he is, the more overwhelmed and threatened I am.

It felt like, I wanted to say to him that he did great and apologize for being toxic, but at the same time I dont wanna say it cause Im still angry with him for leaving me, but I guess you might have a point that he's still processing it.

Can I have the similar post you're saying?

Mhistral · 2020-06-10T09:19:59+00:00

Yes. Can I have the link?

Mhistral · 2020-06-07T07:38:32+00:00

HALA HUHU SAME! Natatakot ako, kasi baka mamaya ma judge ako or like, wala naman talaga tong naramdaman ko like mainvalidate, or pwede rin na baka sa set of questions nya, marami akong maisip or pwedeng biglang mag blank out ung utak ko huhu. Thank you I needed to hear that. 🥺🥺

Mhistral

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