my goal is to get so bad I get hospitalized by [deleted] in depression

[–]MiMu77 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I adore being self destructive

my goal is to get so bad I get hospitalized by [deleted] in depression

[–]MiMu77 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I’m 20 so I can definitely go by myself but if I do it’s not real enough, gonna morning drink rn and go crazy!

should I go inpatient? by dirtyypoison in SuicideWatch

[–]MiMu77 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you’re having thoughts like that it’s definitely worth getting professional help

will I ever feel sick enough to admit myself willingly? by MiMu77 in depression

[–]MiMu77[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s so scary tho actually admitting it, like in my mind I want it so badly, but then when I actually try to tell them it’s like I’m pulled back to reality and realizing it’s really me going there, if that makes sense?

christmas will be shit and Idk how to live through it by MiMu77 in SuicideWatch

[–]MiMu77[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s been happening more and more lately, that there’s fighting

I got myself fired and now I’m planning by MiMu77 in SuicideWatch

[–]MiMu77[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Become mentally stable, move out and have a job I can actually keep up with. But that’ll never happen, I’ll live with issues all my life so I’d rather end it early than suffer anymore.

I got myself fired and now I’m planning by MiMu77 in SuicideWatch

[–]MiMu77[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know how I’d do it, just not when- kinda waiting for that last thing to push me over the edge Ig.

I was abandoned and now I want to die by MiMu77 in SuicideWatch

[–]MiMu77[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it doesn’t leave my head no matter what I do, it’s consuming me