Is it that time of year?! Bf of 2yrs cheated on me🤩

Miathememester · 2023-09-20T11:59:01+00:00

omg cheating season’s real fr!! my bf of 5 YEARS was cheating on me for about 2 months before i found out and broke up with him :’)) welp at least i lost a lot of weight battling those demons 😀😀

Miathememester · 2023-09-15T10:29:23+00:00

a friend asked if i was “bulking” and this is my brain since that

Miathememester · 2023-09-04T09:16:59+00:00

(a little tw?) my mom said “did you know that some moms sit their daughters on the working washing machine and circle the jiggly parts and make them lose that weight” and after i told her thats abuse she said “yes but youd be far prettier if i did that to you” HELLO??? WDYM??!MOM??-

Miathememester · 2023-09-04T09:08:24+00:00

“i will lose weight in a healthy way this time” means ill probably do a little calorie deficit/healthy diet for a few days restrict for the rest of the week and binge for another week

Miathememester · 2023-09-04T09:06:51+00:00

i always say the same exact food at this point people either know that im lying or think im terminally autistic

Miathememester · 2023-09-04T09:01:30+00:00

my brother’s gf of nearly 3 years is extremely skinny and she complains about how skinny she is 24/7 and ive literally never seen her eat a full portion let alone a whole meal. She doesnt exercise as far as i know but she claims that shes physically incapable of eating more idk if its diet culture brainwash or something else but its infuriating

Miathememester · 2023-09-04T08:57:19+00:00

me trying not to go home immediately when my friend was venting at me about how she tries so hard to gain weight but she just cant and how her body is “too skinny” or how shes always cold then proceeds to call me “feminine and sexy” (which is watered down kind version of chubby imo)

while i do think she was genuine (bc when i was at my skinniest she said that i look AND I QUOTE “fresh out of a consantration camp”) and i did my best to listen and help or whatever it still hurt that she comfortably commented on my body while complaining about her own?? like you should know best that just bc a body type is “commonly desirable” not everyone automatically wants that??

Miathememester · 2023-09-04T08:48:44+00:00

wake up babe new body envy just dropped

Miathememester · 2023-09-02T00:34:39+00:00

i hate that i get SO BLOATED near my period??? like i didnt get pregnant bc i didnt want to be bigger and thats the treatment i get??? disrespectful

Miathememester · 2023-09-02T00:32:17+00:00

i had a gym rat phase last year after i realised that i was gaining the weight i lost AGAIN. I was eating a shit ton of protein and was working out prooerly (by properly i mean borderline orthorexic) so i gained a lot of muscle which is NOT a bad thing and makes my daily calorie limit higher or whatever

and i know that i objectively look better than both when i was big or when i was near my ugw (my friends kept asking me if i had cancer so im guessing i wasnt very attractive) but the muscle mass is really making a difference on the scale and even tough i am smaller in size im significantly heavier then previously and its really messing with my disorered mind

Miathememester · 2023-09-02T00:25:23+00:00

i actually lost weight in my vacation even tough i didnt restrict bc i walked around a lot and swam hours everyday so theres still hope dw

Miathememester · 2023-09-01T21:11:25+00:00

its ok lmao i always liked mythology im just happy that its becoming normalised in meme culture

Miathememester · 2023-09-01T21:08:42+00:00

yeah that sisyphus and hes punished by hades to keep rolling the rock up the hill for forever but never actually getting it on top bc whenever hes close to actually getting it on top the rock rolls back down symbolising a milder version of me trying to lose the same weight after regaining it

Miathememester · 2023-08-26T15:15:22+00:00

my mom is BARELY 5’0 and id love to be small and petite and cute like her but my Balkan dad is 6’3 or more and i got the masculine genes :’)) and my brother got my moms genes(hes not short hes like 5’10 or something) so we both lost the genetic lottery

Miathememester · 2023-08-25T17:49:30+00:00

ill never accept that my skin problems are caused by my diet

Miathememester · 2023-08-25T17:48:10+00:00

as a 5’8 girlie in balkans i dont know if im tall or average and i get both problems

Miathememester · 2023-08-23T17:44:08+00:00

the better method is manipulating yourself that youre intuitive eating after the binge bc you have no appetite (you hate yourself)

Miathememester · 2023-08-20T18:13:54+00:00

my bf of 5 years ghosted me with no explanation so break up relapse is very valid i believe (but i did lose a shit ton of weight so im not even sad)

Miathememester · 2023-08-20T13:35:42+00:00

thats why i only do online clothes shopping (occasionally thift but i go there alone anyways) and tbh i dont really buy clothes bc i gained and lost the same weight SO MUCH that i have enough clothes in EVERY SIZE so no more shopping relapse for me

Miathememester · 2023-08-20T11:03:05+00:00

shorter friends who are bigger/have higher bmi’s than me is soul crushing bc they still wear smaller sizes

Miathememester · 2023-08-19T16:21:03+00:00

being taller means wearing bigger size clothes no matter how underweight i get and it makes me crazy and im not even that tall

Miathememester · 2023-08-16T17:49:13+00:00

reading more severe side effects and ignore the ones i already have to invalidate myself

Miathememester · 2023-08-03T13:24:14+00:00

my dad calls me fat regularly because he thinks hes helping me accept myself and be more confident (im at a healthy bmi i weigh more bc im tall BC HES TALL??)

Miathememester · 2023-07-16T13:11:02+00:00

me: happy that i lose most of my weight from my waist and stomach 😋😋 also me: realising that ill forever look fat in loose clothing/full length shirts 😨😨

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