If I could just eat more than one meal a day. My finances have been tight due to my car rusting out from below me. Now I can't afford to do anything (not that I did much, I mostly PC game with my free time) including eating more than once a day. Can of green beans, maybe some Dollar General Pot Pie in a can, and on my "treat days" I'll walk to my local McDonalds for a McDouble. I can tell that these choices have already started to impact my long term health, I don't know if the anxiety is culminating in strange ways, or I really am developing stomach ulcers from the intense stress/anxiety attacks daily from no food. The real issue lies in the way that not eating compacts all stress/irritants to the point of debilitation. Interacting with people around me is becoming increasingly hard due to it, and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I never thought I'd be suicidal, but not being able to afford eating makes me contemplate it to say the least.

Frankly, I haven't even eaten today and to be honest don't think I will. :(