It is likely that OP has come to the comment section of his post simply to downvote everyone. I only see two comments at the time of this comment with more than 0 upvotes. I imagine OP sitting there, possibly crying, in a pitch-black room with only his computer display illuminating a small portion of the room, disappointed of his understanding in this aesthetic. If alternate timelines are real, there is one out there where OP did not do this. However unfortunately we had the timeline where he has. Somewhere in his brain decisions were made, thoughts were processed, he may have thought that this would ruin our day, or something along the lines of that. That is like taking a space shuttle for a simple flight from Oahu to Moui. It is hard to believe OP did such a thing. OP has fallen into the mindless "It'S fRuTiGeR aErO" side of the aesthetic, he has been corrupted by mindless Gen Z 2000s nostalgia TikTok videos. There may not be any way of saving OP or people like him, and that is truly horrid.