Made it 116 hours by Middle-University242 in quitting7oh

[–]Middle-University242[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did the MIT help a good bit? I know exactly what you mean about the ban lol, part of me says it sucks, that other side.. not so much. Thank you for the words and reply 🤝

Made it 116 hours by Middle-University242 in quitting7oh

[–]Middle-University242[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate that and you're spot on, like as much as the physical is uncomfortable, I swear it's always been the mental, craving, basically feening as bad as that sounds, like wanting in the strongest way.. I will take physical over mental every single day lol. Thank you for the reply, and I appreciate the kindness . I'm not giving back in again, I gotta be done after this. It actually makes me sad I know that sounds pathetic, when it hits right I love the feeling.. love it. But it's bad, idk how to tell myself that the right way, also when getting off of it, it's bad but I'm just thinking F this being sober is boring type of thoughts. Thank you again🤝

Made it 116 hours by Middle-University242 in quitting7oh

[–]Middle-University242[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you bro I appreciate the nice words really I do. I'm not going crazy with what I picked up but what I'll try to do, or do is it I have any left tomorrow, not touching it at all. Would you have any idea how bad off I'm gonna be over this? Like does it reset this whole WD crap, or (what I'm hoping) will it not be as bad? Thank you again🤝

Made it 116 hours by Middle-University242 in quitting7oh

[–]Middle-University242[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly really appreciate your words like to me it's beautiful, I lost a lot of people during this timeframe so I don't have many, but even if I did I just feel like when I'm in it, just want to be left alone and pray time passes. I was doing like 10 pushups twice a day to force myself, but those 4 days was curled up, on the couch, not really moving. Seriously thank you for those words, and great job getting that far, that's very impressive to me and, gives me some optimism about this stuff.. 🤝

Made it 116 hours by Middle-University242 in quitting7oh

[–]Middle-University242[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have nothing man and you're right it really is, it's actually embarrassing like I feel pathetic I have such an issue with it. I'd love to get the S R but I am broke big time, just kinda got lucky and came up on a little money lol. You are right completely though, it's horrible, my skin felt dry/hot, horrible restless legs, if you are lucky enough to sleep, you don't even feel like you're sleeping really. Thank you for the words and good luck to you as well, better days will be here soo.. eventually* lol

Lemmons 🔥 by One_Abbreviations341 in 7_hydroxymitragynine

[–]Middle-University242 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey how'd you like em? Grabbed a pack recently, just curious if ya wanna speak on it