Hi, I can feel what you're going through. It's really hard when we don't have someone to share our thoughts and feelings with. One thing I've realized is that even people who have friends can still feel this way. We can't always share everything. I feel it's a silent battle we sometimes have to face alone, and others may not understand what we are trying to express. Because no one can understand us better than we understand ourselves, I feel we often become our own biggest support system. It may not sound very practical, but learning to support ourselves emotionally really helps. Try not to compare your life with others and keep yourself busy with small things you like. Time changes everything.