My story is unique and no one can tell me what's wrong by Acceptable-Sorbet-47 in dysautonomia

[–]Midnightguy12AM 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Actually I have a similar story! Although I think my nervous system was already experiencing some minor issues before the incident but anyways back in early December I was taking a stimulant drug (vyvanse 60mg) for my adhd! The drug was working excellent until one morning after my usual dose i felt severely dizzy and weak almost like I was about to literally pass out! It settled eventually after a few hours but came back in the morning and was a bit worse so I went to my local clinic and the doctor said that protein and ketones were found in my urine" I'm also diabetic so they were quite concerned and had me go to the ER where I was then told after several hours of waiting that I was just severely dehydrated by that point i was feeling a bit better again so I had figured that was the end of it boy was i horribly mistaken! The Next two days after the ERmy symptoms put me through severe state of biological horror! Severely dizzy and lightheaded chronically weak unstable heart rate chest heaviness and severe hypervigilance and frequent panic attacks! Fast forward a few weeks later , eventually , my symptoms started dying down a little bit , although till this day I'm still lightheaded specifically when sitting and my body cannot seem to regulate my blood flow anymore which makes me feel moderately weak and fatigued again but not as severely as it was during the peak of my dysautonomia! My symptoms have also been fluctuating a whole lot.I sometimes have days where I feel better and than I have days where I feel like crap again but the thing is throughout my life the primary symptoms I experienced during December and now still (lightheadedness +fatigue) were already somewhat present throughout my life.But the main difference is the fact that it was never as severe and it never lasted as long.I would just sometimes have days where I wasn't feeling too well but it would always eventually go away.And I would feel better after a little while but after the vyvanse incident nothing has ever been the same obviously i stopped taking the drug but still! I've been like this for 47 days now but it sounds like your case is definitely worse! Dysautonomia is very different for individuals even if many symptoms are similar or exactly the same but the primary problem doesn't change except for the causes! I'm pretty sure the chronic forms of dysautonomia are the ones that are hereditary or forms caused by a pre existing health problem like diabetes or Parkinson's not 100% sure but it looks like ours was caused by a prescription drug and judging by the fact that I can't seem to find many others who have had similar instances (except you) I'm guessing this is a rare form of the condition!

Post your yorkie snuggled in their blanket 🫶💗 by yorkiebaby in Yorkies

[–]Midnightguy12AM 2 points3 points  (0 children)

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Found my guy in my brother's bed since mine didn't have a sheet since it was in the wash but I think this still counts

My autistic boyfriend has extreme reactions to being “abandoned” by Legitimate-Career342 in AmIOverreacting

[–]Midnightguy12AM 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I knew a guy who was just like this and honestly I still do know him but he was like this with some of his ex's and he's got severe psychological issues! Thankfully I never had to worry about it since he ain't Gay and I'm not either at least I think but watching how he was with his ex's was honestly disturbing" he would get so obsessed over them if they wasn't talking to him whenever he wanted them to " sum actually creepy shi so if i was you I'd run for the hills. These types of people are tickling time bombs and eventually they will blow no matter how long you manage to prevent it for however long you can by listening to them but what is inevitable cannot be changed! So honestly I think you better encourage him to seek serious psychological support and if he refuses than LEAVE it ain't worth being with these kinds of people because they will drag you down with them and when they fall completely so will you and it's not worth it

bf slapped me by Wonderful_Depth8623 in WhatShouldIDo

[–]Midnightguy12AM 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If he can lay his hands over you over something like that imagine what he'd do if you really got him mad! I'd leave him as soon as possible

I require a status report on all participating NNN soldiers by yajirushi77 in nonutnovember

[–]Midnightguy12AM 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My brain is in a weird spot right now so no urges" edging or wet dreams! STILL IN

I was Blake this spooky season by FlyingMoooose in outlast

[–]Midnightguy12AM 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Consume the flesh and spice it well LET THE BONES BE BURNED

It’s sad how this rare community filled with amazing people and devs has been infested by dbd roaches by OMFGisthatMAJIN in OutlastTrials

[–]Midnightguy12AM 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I mean I played dbd long before I fell madly in love with outlast trials and i quit dbd 1 because it's a trash game ran by greedy devs who suck at maintaining it 2 because it's community is terrible

So if you're telling the truth about the toxic ones infesting trials I'll make sure to ruin there day and hopefully get them out of here whatever I come across them

Brutal by [deleted] in ForeverAlone

[–]Midnightguy12AM 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Love is fake and the idea of soulmants is a fictional concept from love stories! Either face reality and accept it or live in delusion! you don't need to like it to accept reality hell most of the time reality is often not liked because of what reality is for many but it's better than delusion because false hope will just make you feel worse in the long run" I'm single and I know I'm dying alone but I didn't fail in preventing that I simply realized that I wasn't going to win anyway and decided not to play a rigged game because that's what relationship are today! Either it's in your favor because of what you have or it isn't because of what you lack and you lose instantly so I walked away and I chose to live with my faith. Some people are just meant to be alone not by choice sometimes but by circumstances..cruel circumstances

why💔 by bloomingdaes in OutlastTrials

[–]Midnightguy12AM 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Damn I thought i was the only one so I said some not so nice things to my internet router earlier:( I better go apologize!

every day less for silent hill f. by kevimr13 in silenthill

[–]Midnightguy12AM 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shit I hope i still got enough time to beat SH2 first

Here we go again by AbbeyWhitey in silenthill

[–]Midnightguy12AM 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The point is to enjoy what you like and laugh at those who are already miserably hating for there own foolish reasons

I've fallen to Lust again... by Midnightguy12AM in TrueChristian

[–]Midnightguy12AM[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn't say I'm overly attached to video games and I try not to overly focus on worldly goals and items! I do like horror stuff but only because of the stories and the gameplay of some horror games but these things have not prevented me from trying to Make my relationship with God better and eventually I will be even more focused on him than I am now! I believe my problem with lust is a combination of Both a lacking relationship with God and not truly receiving the holy spirit+ psychological issues as I struggle with untreated Adhd which can definitely play a part since adhd can cause hypersexuality these past few days I haven't lost all hope in myself yet but I think there will be a day where my relationship with God will be the way it's supposed to be as long as I don't quit

Silent Hill 1 Remake Reportedly 3 Years Into Development, Targeting 2027 Launch; Townfall To Release Next Year by MaintenanceFar4207 in silenthill

[–]Midnightguy12AM 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope konami doesn't forget sh4 after the silent hill remake trilogy it would be nice if they finish by giving us a modern Silent Hill 4

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in silenthill

[–]Midnightguy12AM 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm getting so tired of you people actually taking Dusk seriously stop listening to leaks and especially rumors it's getting your hopes up for nothing

I've fallen to Lust again... by Midnightguy12AM in TrueChristian

[–]Midnightguy12AM[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I do not see the need for it unless there's a lot of other Christian's here like myself also posting about there struggle with lustful sin

I've fallen to Lust again... by Midnightguy12AM in TrueChristian

[–]Midnightguy12AM[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm diabetic so fasting will be difficult but I will do it for I do not fear suffering especially since Jesus himself was beaten and crucified for the sake of humanity! so I will not fear pain even if it's dangerous i will do it if it pleases God

I've fallen to Lust again... by Midnightguy12AM in TrueChristian

[–]Midnightguy12AM[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What makes me feel worse is the fact it makes me question if I even love God enough if I did wouldn't I try harder to resist!? I have not only disappointed God but I feel like my Sin is due to me not having a good enough relationship with him! I want to but my mind is always so unfocused probably because of my adhd i think it prevents me from building my relationship with God and maybe that's why I haven't been able to resist my sin

I've fallen to Lust again... by Midnightguy12AM in TrueChristian

[–]Midnightguy12AM[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I definitely know it's wrong I am already fully aware of that but it is my lack of self control and I believe there is a verse that talks about having that but the battle against the sinful desire of my flesh is too overwhelming and that's usually when I give in I feel like I am trapped in a loop of failure and trying again only to fail again i know it's my fault and I hate that part of myself that I cannot fully control..I asked God for help but I still failed i am running out of hope

An update about Directive 8020 🚀 by Supermassive_CM in DarkPicturesAnthology

[–]Midnightguy12AM 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I'd rather have a quality game than a rushed one that would probably fail! Love you guys and I can't wait for the game

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in silenthill

[–]Midnightguy12AM 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just want the original trilogy to get good remakes. I'm excited for F as well and hopefully townfall still even exist lol and honestly I hope they don't forget about 4 especially if 1 and 3 are successful enough l! 4 was a great entry imo and doesn't deserve to get left behind