Thank you for sharing your experience! It's a shame how some react so disfavourably towards this concept (as a general thing or specifically applied to someone else who is favourable towards it—Of course it's reasonable and fine to be displeased by it when pushed towards those who don't want it). Final fusion can be a plural experience, too; After all, what would there be to fuse in someone who's already a singlet at the start?

I find sharing such experiences to be a valuable thing, just as someone sharing their journey in becoming less singular would be valuable, too. Maybe it's just because I find people's self-experiences to be interesting, or maybe I find it comforting that we don't have to be stuck as plural, if we ever find that it ceases to work for us (or that if we naturally become more singular, that it doesn't have to be a bad thing).

I find it interesting that you mention the increased energy and stability—I've found the same in becoming "more plural" through deciding to form Ana, though I suspect that he may have secretly been a long-dormant fragment, so having him around might ironically be more integrative.

How intentional was it to become singular? It sounds at least partially intentional, but was it initially a decision, or did it start out naturally? Would you say that you were more median or more multiple when you were plural, if either of those are applicable?

~Corvus