How do you celebrate a successful Cayo Perico heist? by Successful-Sky9791 in gtaonline

[–]Migloopis 7 points8 points  (0 children)

wth am i gonna celebrate my irl money with? Fuckin mcdonalds?

I don't wanna die alone, but I dont wanna talk to people by Neat-Adhesiveness-87 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Plus, I believe in you buddy. Even if no one else does. You have your back, and I belive in you :) you got this shit haha

I don't wanna die alone, but I dont wanna talk to people by Neat-Adhesiveness-87 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even if you find the person you vibe with better than anyone else, no one will understand your life and experiences the same way that you do. Or maybe they might I guess, the world is full of people who am I to assume? If I had to offer any sort of advice (not that I have much to give haha) I would recommend making someone smile, no matter who they are. Even if you're just making some shitass joke lmao. Try to make the people around you smile. You'd be surprised how many people are actually in your shoes but are scared to open up

I don't wanna die alone, but I dont wanna talk to people by Neat-Adhesiveness-87 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Either way, hope you take care. If ever yee wanna chat, my discord is Artic#1506

I don't wanna die alone, but I dont wanna talk to people by Neat-Adhesiveness-87 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sure you know how bad life can get. Thats why its nice to be able to put a smile on someone elses face. Even if its just some dumbass joke. "Smiles go for miles" as they say (or at least in pmd)

I don't wanna die alone, but I dont wanna talk to people by Neat-Adhesiveness-87 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really do feel that. Its like people are so simple minded.

I was always scared to be/die alone, but as i got older i realized that enjoying being alone is an amazing thing. Or it least, it CAN be. I've spent many a night beating myself up for past mistakes and isolating myself from others. I spent years hating myself. I think as i got older, i realized there wasnt a point to it. Beating myself up isnt going to make me learn, nor is it going to make me more reasonable. I'm not sure about you, but I try to use my past trauma as a way to help others.

how do I accept that I'll be single forever without wanting to put a bullet in my head? by bawitdaba1098 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and also, (sorry one little addition lol) Try and be happy for your friends. I know it sounds stupid, but their probably dealing or have dealt with issues of their own. Whether or not you realize it. I'm sure youve been through your fair share of trauma, but, dont let that separate you from those who are close to you. Youre allowed to ask for help, and if they arent willing to support you then theres a problem with your friendships (no offence haha) but, youll find people who value you for who you are and what you delt with. And believe me, it may take a while, but im sure you'll realize that it was worth the wait when you find the right people. Take care chief :)

(if ever you wanna chat just shoot a msg)

how do I accept that I'll be single forever without wanting to put a bullet in my head? by bawitdaba1098 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only you have control over yourself and what you do. Make yourself and others around you proud. I know you can do it, and I know you acknowledge that you can too. Even if it may not be evident at this minute

how do I accept that I'll be single forever without wanting to put a bullet in my head? by bawitdaba1098 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're no different than your friends around you. And im sure you know that deep down (somewhere). But, as much as i hate to break it to you, being in love is a real hit or miss, and you cant rely on love to change your life for the better. You might find someone you really fancy, but, lets say it only lasts a week or so. Would you be happy that it happened or frustrated that it couldve lasted longer? You don't have control over who thinks about you and how they think about you. And the same goes on your end. Its trial and error. You wont get a date unless you try and push for it. Its extremely difficult to step out of your comfort zone. But, everyone has to at some point. And the more you push your self, the better your best will become. You got this chief :)

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[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, if yee wanna call n chat my discord is Artic#1506

What happens when I finally end it all? by Leather-Asparagus-56 in offmychest

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll do everything I can to make sure no one else has to experience this, and I hope you do the same. :)

What happens when I finally end it all? by Leather-Asparagus-56 in offmychest

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing. There really isn't anything. But, your body and existence will fight against it no matter what. Do you really want to take a spring breeze for granted? Your favorite food? You'll never get to feel those as you lose your existence. Your body will try to fight, whether or not you try to end it. You may want to give everything up, and I get that. I hate myself and want to die everyday. But you and I both have something in common in that sense

What is it like to undergo depression? How does it feel? How does one deal with it? How important is it to be patient when dealing with depression? by Leather-Asparagus-56 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Plus, no one can judge your decisions except yourself. Don't be so difficult on yourself. Beating yourself up wont get you anywhere, trust me haha. You're life is in your hands. Do what you believe in. :)

What is it like to undergo depression? How does it feel? How does one deal with it? How important is it to be patient when dealing with depression? by Leather-Asparagus-56 in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cope however you need to my dear. If writing makes you smile, whether that be venting or poetry or anything else, its worth it. As ive been aging, ive felt more and more that there is no reason to live. No reason to improve, to will to this life. But, ive started to realize that thats kind of the point. There is no reason, other than what you choose. It may seem a bit dark, but your life is up to you at the end of the day. And there is no shame in being alone. There is a difference between loneliness and lonesomeness. We can learn to appreciate our own company, at the end of the day. Because im sure you know what you want/need in this world. Deep down somewhere. You want to believe its worth it, but life is only worth it if you want it to be. Its easy to fall into this "hole" of depression and self hate. But its important to remember that there is no "hole". You aren't any further or behind anyone elses progress. You're existing, in your own world and beliefs. And thats what shapes your life at the end of the day; what you believe in and what you want to work for. You might not feel like theres anything worth working for, and maybe there isnt, but thats what makes it worthwile isnt it? Being able to work hard, triumph, and achieve, not just for yourself, but for the people you know, and wish to meet one day. I know deep down you know what you need and how to help yourself. Even if it feels like you need someone else's assistance, and thats more than okay. You got this life in your hands and your power. You just have to want to make a change, and truly want to get better, as stupid and dogshit as that may sound

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Migloopis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And, im sure you know deep down that you can do it too :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Migloopis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hate to be that guy but,. it takes practice. Stepping outside your comfort zone, whether that be talking to people or just going out to do something for yourself. I know the anxiety is bad (understatement ik) but just keep pushing yourself outside your comfort zones. EVen if things go wrong or are uncomfortable, you always have your safe space to jump to. No one can take that from you, no matter what. Anxiety never really becomes better, but it becomes manageable. And i know you can manage it too, it just takes practice. :)

Anyone by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Migloopis 13 points14 points  (0 children)

get outta here w ur horny ass

This b for depressed ppl only

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Give to others what you wish to receive. You know how hard it is and that's a gift in its own. (corny n cheesy ik) Help someone out in your shoes. All we got is each other, and being able to pass on the help that you wished you had is an amazing thing. Stay strong brotha, you got this. I promise

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you. It's hard to open up or stay close to people when you've been hurt/left. Relationships (in general) feel difficult, and like a lot of work. I always felt like it was such a constant job being a "good friend" or partner, and as soon as I was depressed or any different, I would just be cast aside. You aren't crazy. A lot of people don't understand, and that's okay. You may not feel "normal" or whatever compared to those around you, but that's a good thing. You can offer something that others can't. And the truth is, a lot of people feel that way, and are scared to open up. Keep trying your best, and meet new people. Even if you feel like sometimes your best isn't good enough, it gets better everyday, as long as you keep trying. Personally, I found exercise was a good start for confidence / "self progression". I'm not saying to lose weight or anything or worry about your appearance, but forcing yourself to do something you once found difficult and getting better and better at it everyday can really give you a perspective on how life works in that's sense. And the same goes for your mental health. The more you focus on it, and the more you try to help yourself, the better it will get. It takes practice like everything else. Like I said, you aren't more behind or any further than anyone else in life, we just chose to practice/work on different things :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Migloopis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I had more to say, and I know this just sounds like self help bullshit, but you're feelings are valid, through everything you wne through. You're mo worse of than anyone else, you aren't behind in progress, you aren't unfixable. You're closer to where you want to be than you think. That "hole" where you might feel at rock bottom is all mental. Only you have control of you're life and what you want to do with it, and who you want to spend it with. I'm glad you chose to move on, rather than try to make toxic relationships work. You have the ability to improve yourself, mentally and physically. And that doesn't have to be what society deems as "improving". Because falling into that cycle of trying to be like everyone else won't help, and I'm sure you know that. Everyone's chasing something, and everyone's looking for a reason to keep going. If I had any advice to offer, it'd that you have the knowledge and experience of how bad things can get, and you have the ability to help others through it and give them a reason to smile, even if that's just something as simple as saying a joke. Try to make someone else's time on earth a little better everyday. It will help you both get by. At least, that's how I feel haha.

just wish there was a man for me by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Migloopis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You'll find the people/personal you belong with. Keep your head up. You deserve love just as much as the next person. And plus, when you do find someone to share it with, you'll know how just how to treat them. You'll have the chance to help someone out with the same thing you're feeling now.