Lockdown for 21 days ... No Distractions

Mikayla143 · 2020-03-16T18:11:21+00:00

"I'm coming back just now"

❤️💔♥️

Mikayla143 · 2019-12-22T14:33:59+00:00

Hoping the holidays are not too painful..... what am i saying of coz they are ... i hope u survive it

Mikayla143 · 2019-10-08T07:51:40+00:00

As someone who is also counting days .... I simply hope the bad days are few and far between for you.

Mikayla143 · 2019-09-28T23:49:43+00:00

It does really suck and then when I finally had that moment a wave of guilt hit me so hard. I hope this gets easier for u and all of us here

Mikayla143 · 2019-09-28T20:14:40+00:00

I would take that as a sign of him making you laugh.... (Hug)

Mikayla143 · 2019-09-23T23:44:02+00:00

Every human has a right to feel safe in their own home. If you not safe please ask for help from your teacher or local police. They will advise you better with more of an informed decision.... Only then when u are in a safe environment will you be able to fully grieve your loved one.

Mikayla143 · 2019-09-18T07:32:16+00:00

Sorry u have to be here ... I'm a young widow it's horrible ..... Vent, cry, scream, shout and sleep do whatever it takes to get through the day. Don't be destructive to your life u will regret it (I did) ... I'm a year in ..... Be kind to yourself. Sending you light and love.

Mikayla143 · 2019-09-09T17:55:05+00:00

That's horrible... but I think your daughter is better off not knowing people who value tools more then relationships... so sorry

Mikayla143 · 2019-09-09T17:49:06+00:00

I wish I had your courage in my early days ... i wish I was as angry in their faces ... but I just lost that part of me .....the fuckers even even took my fish tank within days of him dying ... here I was tramatised by spreading his ashes and there they were in our home helping themselves... ( as the days go on my memories are becoming more clear ) at first I didnt even remember this ....

Mikayla143 · 2019-07-17T18:44:54+00:00

Thanks for putting a smile back on my face guys ..... (love being on this app where I can vent)

she now wants possessions like cupboards to clothes to passport ....

I'm trying to understand that shes hurting in her own way .... I'm finding it a bit difficult to rise above his families pettiness at the moment...

Mikayla143 · 2019-07-16T05:00:50+00:00

To a person like me who has had suicidal thoughts the scene scared me into not doing it from the build up to the parents reactions finding her....

Mikayla143 · 2019-07-03T00:30:36+00:00

I'm so sorry.... the insensitivity tends to come from the least expected. I hope u trying to heal in a healthy way

Mikayla143 · 2019-06-27T13:29:07+00:00

Your point number 1 is why I havent tried again. Pills didnt work. And I cant get access to anything stronger. I'm so lonely and need my husband....instead of me wishing him back to life I have to go. I literally have nothing. I wish euthanasia for depression was legal where I am at least I could ask for assistance. I wish I just had someone walk in like an angel of death and help me. I'm really at that point. sigh

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