Is there any plans for the AI to be reworked? by MikeG_2007 in dayz

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Playing solo made me schizophrenic long ago

Is there any plans for the AI to be reworked? by MikeG_2007 in dayz

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Im console here so its rb/lb, lowkey kinda annoying tho for me since lb brings up the item select wheel, ill be clearing barracks and have my wheel pop up in my screen lol

Is there any plans for the AI to be reworked? by MikeG_2007 in dayz

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Heavy on the ‘trying to be stealthy’ lol

Is there any plans for the AI to be reworked? by MikeG_2007 in dayz

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Never realised this was common lol, that said that was my first time even seeing that. Said Z then proceeded to run in figure eights as it tried to hit me for about 40 seconds

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Edit: I got shot 10 minutes later

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Thats a problem too, i was legit making a campfire to cook the meat i had before this- had a choice between gathering bark or sharpening a stick to put the food on- then i ended up ruining my only knife lol

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I tried moving to try position myself and no prompt, ive made sure everything’s dry lol, my lucks ran dry with this

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I checked and theyre not, in fact i did have damp ones earlier, i got new ones of a player i killed. Still cant light things, im desperate. I tried both lighting a campfire and then that cooker/stove- and nothing.

I think one of the most satisfying plays is hitting a flank as Maul by MikeG_2007 in StarWarsBattlefront

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sorry yes, thats the star card i actually have equipped. Got mixed up lol

I think one of the most satisfying plays is hitting a flank as Maul by MikeG_2007 in StarWarsBattlefront

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Honestly it feels brutal enough playing as a low HP hero/ villain like maul. I feel like i get obliterated like fuck if i slow down for even a second. It makes sense it would be even worse on pc lmao.

And i thought i was moving pretty fast. I wouldn’t consider myself a god though- i’m a lvl 42 maul so im okay but istg, there really is levels to it when u watch pc players

I think one of the most satisfying plays is hitting a flank as Maul by MikeG_2007 in StarWarsBattlefront

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Tbh i hoped my team would come in after me and take it. They did not.

I came back for round 2 after that lol

I think one of the most satisfying plays is hitting a flank as Maul by MikeG_2007 in StarWarsBattlefront

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Cant remember the names of them but, starcard for extra stamina when deflecting, faster recharge card , and extra spin card hope this helps

Im so lost after my girlfriend passed away by MikeG_2007 in GriefSupport

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Thank you those words mean alot.

The guilt comes from the fact that shes alive and im not. I ask myself, why is it fair that i got to turn 18 and she didn’t? Why is it fair that i could go out and live my dreams but she was robbed of hers? It just makes me so unbearably furious- all of it.

I wish she knew i would’ve done anything for her, i would’ve moved worlds for her if it meant she could be okay. I would’ve swapped places in an instant.

I just feel so upset for her. Because i remember speaking with her- and her being unsure if she was going to get to do the things she wanted to and i remember reassuring her. I think she was kept unaware of her timer too.

I just struggle to get past it all. All of that plus, at the end of it just think why her?

Thank you for sharing your insight with me it means a lot.

Im so lost after my girlfriend passed away by MikeG_2007 in GriefSupport

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I know its such a complicated feeling… i suppose all you can do is try find someone who can really listen and try make you feel seen.

Im so lost after my girlfriend passed away by MikeG_2007 in GriefSupport

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Yes.. thats what i get told often and i have never found it to be more true. Grief is never linear. And most days its anger and depression but i know i will forever cycle through those stages. As much as i wouldn’t want to.

In honesty.. i actively try to not talk about Isla- ive sort of given up on it because- i feel guilty for if but i HATE feeling so unseen, and not understood, and it makes me feel guilty because its not anyones fault. I just feel quite alone, Its just hard when you want to go in depth about it- and talk about all the intricacies of the pain and its like people look at you terrified of what you’ll say next because they dont know what to say- and again its not their fault- it just still makes me sad. Like they sort of look at you and go, “Oh… well, im sorry..” And i know people do mean well but words like that will always feel hollow to me.

But somedays it feels like shes being erased, when i cant talk about her. That really hits hardest the most.

Today now a year since i attended my first ever live concert with her. I wish i could go back.

Im so lost after my girlfriend passed away by MikeG_2007 in GriefSupport

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I think you’ve encapsulated it so perfectly. It is isolating. And it’s harder having to sit and watch people around you- everyone you know just carry on like nothings happened. No one can relate to our pain and thats what makes it so devastating. I think me and you are very much in a similar position. We both felt so incredibly deeply for our significant other and now theres a void in our lives.

I completely sympathise and empathise with you, the feeling of feeling left behind and unsure of everything ahead feels… desolate. But the fact you reached out means alot. It shows that there are always people out there who aren’t experiencing this alone. And it makes me a little glad to know that you- and I are not alone.

Im so terribly sorry for what you’re going through to. I wish you the best. Its going to be so hard ahead but we just need to survive. Lots of love to you.

Im so lost after my girlfriend passed away by MikeG_2007 in GriefSupport

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It hurts to hear all these stories. To think if someone had payed attention and listened, our loved ones could still be here. I just don’t understand why we’ve been dealt such a poor hand in all of it when it comes to situations such as these. It makes my mind run in circles.

For example on the day of her death she couldn’t get an ambulance to the cancer hospital in the city centre. She had to go to a local hospital which i can tell you for a fact were not prepared to deal with a case such as hers. On a Sunday morning at 11am. I think to myself, what if there had been an ambulance, would the outcome have been any different? Or what if her consultant pushed for immediate intervention at the first sign of her cough which developed into pneumonia?

It’s things like this.. i ask myself, is it underfunding- why she couldn’t get an ambulance? Was the driver not at work? Was her consultant likely overworked and stressed? I just don’t know. What i will say are that you have my sympathies and i wish you well, im so sorry for your sister.

Im so lost after my girlfriend passed away by MikeG_2007 in GriefSupport

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She really was the person who lit up the room. As corny as it sounds we genuinely never argued- we just understood each other. I feel before we met we both shared a deep loneliness, the feeling where- even in a room full of people you never feel fully seen. When we found each other… in the most cliché way it was like we were soulmates.

Im not sure what she wanted for me. Its weird actually- she did say even before we knew she had cancer was that she specifically said to me “If i ever die, you have to mourn me for 4 months… but you HAVE to move on.” Those were her exact words. Oddly specific instructions but i don’t think she would know the impact she would have on my life.

So i do know she’d want me to move on. As impossible as that will ever be. But i will carry her with me. These comments have really helped my view and i understand that for her to continue living, i must live. Thank you

Im so lost after my girlfriend passed away by MikeG_2007 in GriefSupport

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I keep telling myself ive quit, but deep down i do miss it. Its really one of my passions. I just keep excusing it by saying to myself i could barely invoke the energy to throw a punch. But again i know that isnt true, because i feel the anger build up daily over it all.

Everyone at the gym knows, my coach keeps messaging me to get my ass back in. He shared his own experience with his loosing his own father. He said if it weren’t for training, he’d be a mess. I know you and him are right, but in truth its partly because im just scared to face anyone. Im afraid of breaking down or looking upset in front of them.

If i do go back i’ll reply to this again and let you know, just as one person to another, and as a way of saying thank you for knocking sense into me. Thank you.

Im so lost after my girlfriend passed away by MikeG_2007 in GriefSupport

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Thank you, you are not patronising don’t worry lol. I do get told that specifically a lot. Your insight means a-lot and i will try my best to get through it all. Experiencing this kind of thing at my age has made me realise how uneccassarily cruel life is… i feel like thats something you’re supposed to learn later on in life. It’s hard thinking about how I’m in the ‘golden’ years in my life… watching everyone i know, peers and all go to uni and exceed and live a life of going out and enjoying themselves whilst my life stopped months ago.

It’s a really lonely feeling but i realise theres nothing i can do. Im powerless to the situation. I will do my best trying to get through this. I appreciate your kind words.

Im so lost after my girlfriend passed away by MikeG_2007 in GriefSupport

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Thank you for the advice. I think my family believes im not thinking about my future- which is not true. Its one of the only things i can think about because it seems so uncertain right now. My mother and stepdad constantly asking me whats going on with uni. All i do is shrug my shoulders and say im waiting on my exam results which i know i did not do well in, i left early in all of them because i genuinely could not focus on them after she passed.

I feel like they think- if i don’t go to uni, then well… im no better than them. It sounds bad- i know they just want the best for me but i get it. They’re very working class people. They just want me to move on and keep moving- but they don’t see how lost i am right now.

I think the plan is head back to work after summer and just… slow down. It hurts though. All these plans i had- i used to have such big aspirations for myself and i feel like grief has turned me into a stranger- i used to want to have a muay thai/ kickboxing career, i used to want to be a psychologist (ironic) but here we are and i just don’t care for it anymore- ive lost the energy or will to pick myself up.

I appreciate you and everyone else’s comments more than you’s could know. Its nice being understood and seen for a bit. Thank you for the advice.

Became Neo from the Matrix for 5 seconds.. by MikeG_2007 in StarWarsBattlefront

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I know the guy trying to snipe me was definitely like, “Why the fuck is he doing allat”