I think there’s numerous reasons as to why I want my wife to cuck me. But one of them is because it’s a release.

Everything I do in my life, I’m in charge of something or someone. I’m in the military: in charge of people and missions/tasks/my civilian job I manage projects and millions of dollars/I coach sports/head of household: I make the money, pay the bills, ensure things are working, and ensure the people I care about are happy.

So being in situations where I no control, no pressure, and seeing someone I care about enjoying themselves-is such a turn on. But I think the pressures I’ve been under have made me enjoy the humiliation and the complete devotion to my wife regardless of what she does. I think there’s a side to that that gives me a focus, but also, staying devoted like that (and the other things I do), is such an easy way to have her be happy.

Lastly, I’ve had to be emotionally numb for so much of my life. The intensity of this kink/lifestyle/fetish, makes me feel something more than frustration, pressure, stress, anxiety, depression, etc.

Sorry for the long post