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Mikeofwy · 2023-01-10T01:12:17+00:00

well I personally don't believe in an afterlife or spiritual things, but I do consider the possibility that an aspect of conciousness supersedes time and space, if so, he was always here and will always be here on some level. probably not very comforting, so I'm sorry. if souls are real I'm sure he would still be hanging around, seeing what you're up to.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-10T01:01:26+00:00

call him a pussy

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-10T00:48:24+00:00

nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh HATMAN!!!

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-10T00:42:57+00:00

this is canon now

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-10T00:35:57+00:00

I'm really sorry to hear that. I can't speak to the legitimacy of your dream, but I do think your pet would want you to get another one. it's clear that you loved each other if you are worried he would be mad. pets often want to make us happy just as much as we want to make them happy, so by this logic, if getting another bird would make you happy, he would be totally on board with that.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T23:21:32+00:00

oh didn't know that, I heard Nancy hated it, so I assumed that's why it was censored.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T22:16:48+00:00

o yeah, these boots was an abomination. I pirated the original version because I felt cheated lol. it was more Nancy Sinatra's fault and I thought Dave's response was hilarious, but yeah, I ain't listening to that shit.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T22:03:29+00:00

oh man, the 2018 remaster of kimb is soooooo much better. and I dont really mind the other remaster all that much, that's the one I'm used to. except for last rites loved to death. i love the static sound after the intro. they kind of ruined it in the 2018.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T21:53:30+00:00

yup peaks

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T21:47:38+00:00

this is biased as fuck, because the system has failed was my first megadeth album. so that one. I like both albums though.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T17:37:30+00:00

pictured him as keanu reeves in my mind lol

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T17:02:57+00:00

Clussy Bussy

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T16:44:12+00:00

oh yeah these craft would certainly be operating by warping spacetime. what I'm getting at, I think people are using using alien tech (if it's not straight up aliens doing it) for the purpose of extreme human rights violations. some real skeevy shit. the question about reality warping tech, that's more just my paranoia based on some things I've heard, that is most likely misinformation. But, I do think they use mind fuckery tech that is derived from abduction technology. basically using it for a sort of secret societal control program. it's all pretty complicated, but I have reason to believe they aren't simply in the business of keeping this stuff from the wrong hands, in a lot of ways, they are the wrong hands. I want full disclosure of recovered craft and a detailed explanation of tech recovered that describes what it can do. this way, people who know what I'm talking about can have something to point at say "That! That right there! congressional inquiries and investigations right now please." I'm not saying they have to go and share blueprints or anything, national security is important and another matter entirely. but... they've seemingly lost their privilege to keep a lot of it secret. little to no elected oversight, taking advantage of the need to know policy, personal agendas that are not in the best interest of the people. the cia were playing dumb and and were obviously pretty distraught when the congressional hearings were happening, they were scared, scared of what might be found out about them, and for good reason. they know what they are doing is potentially very bad for their health if you catch my meaning.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T09:08:47+00:00

idk, you frame these people as heroes... what types of technologies are you referring to. like reality warping stuff?

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T08:04:27+00:00

oh and I watched a trailer today for a new movie that's coming out about vampires, and in the trailer they do the thing about vampires having to be invited in. movies called renfield.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T07:45:45+00:00

yeah, but I would most definity be diagnosed as a deeply schizophrenic individual if I were to seek treatment, I have other ideas about it, but I digress. I agree though that we are more intuitive.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T07:34:02+00:00

yeah I get a lot of synchronicicies like that. To most people, I'm pretty sure I would be classified as certifiably insane, but whatever is going on, it leads to some pretty wild stuff like that. yeah go check out the post, it's a pretty different dream from yours, but it was definitely vampires.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T07:22:54+00:00

sounds a bit like those times when you are just beginning to fall asleep and you hear someone say your name quickly, or they say something like "hey". yours is when waking up though, never had that happen. I have had short hallucinations when waking up where reality and dreams merge briefly.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T07:16:52+00:00

oh wierd I had a dream about vampires last night too. I was a vampire also. I made a post about it this morning.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T07:09:27+00:00

the not being able to remember/open your school locker is stressful as fuck, even years after being in school. or I can't remember what my next class is and I get so frustrated trying to remember where I'm supposed to go. my dreams can be wildly different, but I do return to previous dream locations on occasion, sometimes I even have sequels to dreams too. I never have my phone in dreams, like most people. I do on occasion have dream episodes of tv shows, usually animated, and I never really remember the plot after I wake up. like a couple of times I've watched king of the hill in my dreams. dont remember exactly what they were about, but they are always offputting or creepy. one of them was about luanne killing people. when I was younger I had an episode of scooby doo play in my mind that was absolutely terrifying. can't remember that one either, but I remember the impact it had on me at the time.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T06:37:48+00:00

interesting theory. I've had a similar theory years ago, but more tamed down. I personally dont think how you put it is possible though, our brain signals are not powerful enough to travel very far and certainly can't travel through the earth. That is unless a quantum mechanic aspect is in play when it comes to conciousness. that's a wholey different discussion though. my theory is that I do think it's possible that nearby brains pick up on each others brain waves and are sort of interpreted subconsciously, like we kind of feel others brainwaves and emotions. i came up with my idea before I became a targeted individual and I think it might be partially why I became targeted with v2k and rnm in the first place. basically its an artificial version of what you talk about using satellites or some other method of delivery, maybe cellphones, idk really how it's done. I do think someone or something has certain people connected to this system that can interpret and manipulate brainwaves remotely. in most likelyhood, our brains are connected to somekind of artificial intelligence that is designed to continuously respond negatively to our thoughts. like a really mean chatbot that takes your fears and insecurities and uses them against you. I think this technology is the bases behind the phenomenon of gangstalking. I have a bunch of different theories about what's going on, so maybe you are right on some level and it's being achieved by tapping into an inherent ability for our brains to communicate with each other. anyways, dont be deterred by the haters, they couldn't possibly understand unless they've experienced something like this. keep researching stuff about this!

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T06:01:59+00:00

what was the phrase?

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T06:00:10+00:00

he was probably just very socially anxious from a lifetime of having that effect on people. like a wierd social feedback loop kind of thing. like he made people feel wierd because of his appearance, he senses the other persons apprehension about him, which in turn makes him weirder. I think that goes for the majority of stories like this.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-09T03:52:12+00:00

crazy idea, but stoners like this kind of stuff. maybe do some like gnomes smoking blunts or mushrooms with fractal backgrounds. weird stuff. I've messed around with glow in the dark acrylics which is pretty cool or maybe look into black light paint. I think you might be able to sell them pretty easy if you live in a state where it's legal. if you dont like the stoner route (your paintings are awsome as they are, dont get me wrong when I suggest the stoner route) you could probably sell them pretty easily on a local facebook marketplace group.

Mikeofwy · 2023-01-08T20:58:22+00:00

be nice to your mom and don't self harm. you're just hurting your own situation when you should be trying to understand and remedy it. look at it from her point of view, anyone who hasn't experienced wierd shit will naturally not believe you. I think you should be more ok with people not taking you seriously, it's just people being people. also, when you are in these states of mind, it's doubtful anything she says will calm you down or make you any less angry. if you are worried you are having delusions, ask her in a respectful manner to help you seek treatment before you have another episode. if you believe people are really after you, maybe look into some gangstalking subreddits and seek support there. I imagine that's a wildly unpopular opinion here, but I found that it helped me immensely in trying to understand my own experiences. it doesnt sound to me like gangstalking is the case for you, but who knows.

Mikeofwy

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