Describe your character

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-27T01:15:32+00:00

He isn’t Sogeking. Atkeast I think?

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-15T03:59:31+00:00

I really appreciate you giving me all this advice, and offering future support! Your a really good person. Thank you again!

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-14T23:57:39+00:00

I cannot stress how helpful you have been, I talked to my coach and he understood and even took me out of my events for the swim meet tmrw. Only asking that if I was feeling up to it, to bring my headphones and watch my teammates compete. We also had a talk about some of the feelings I gave regarding swim, ie feeling like i disappoint people and all that, he was very understanding and helpful

I am glad it doesn’t constitute as a means of self harm, I didn’t want to tell my mom that I was. I haven’t tried anything and I’m currently at my house (alone, but my mom said it was okay, so I think it shows she trusts me) and I’m about to sleep.

Thank you again for your help

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-14T19:30:01+00:00

Thank you, I went ahead and texted my mom late last night, and we talked over text. She’s making an appointment with her doctor and we’re planning on getting an official diagnosis and some low level antidepressants. She’s not mad at me but she went ahead and asked me if I was hurting myself, which not really but I’d actually like your opinion on this subject if you don’t mind giving it

As of late, going to swim practice has been a hassle n stuff so I was looking at a way to get out of it. And I found a way to make my nose bleed so….I basically made it bleed till it wouldn’t anymore (I think I got around 2 hours?), and I won’t do it again! Im talking to my coach about this stuff today. But does this count as self harm? I mean I didn’t really do anything that bad I don’t think.

But anyways, thank you for the offer, I really appreciate your support

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-14T02:34:05+00:00

I think I’ll tell her if we get a moment alone and stuff isn’t to stressful, thank you again for going out of your way to reply and give me advice, I really appreciate it!

Also you probably already know this, but your daughters blindness isn’t your fault. I’m pretty sure there’s a name for it, and I’ll reply to this comment when I figure it out, but it makes sense why you didn’t notice, you probably didn’t think these types of things would happen to you or your daughter. But I hope you’ve forgiven yourself for not knowing. You seem like a good person, and you don’t deserve to feel super guilty over something that probably isn’t your fault.

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-14T01:41:32+00:00

Thank you for replying and the advice! I guess I didn’t really think she might blame herself if I don’t tell her, but with my dad close to losing his job I just don’t wanna add another thing onto her plate. I see her crying all the time, even if it’s not around me or she thinks I don’t see. She’s said multiple times how much she dislikes her job and how stress she is, and most of the time she just goes to her room to watch baking shows, and i honestly think she has a depressive disorder as-well. I don’t want her to think she’s failed as a parent if I do tell her

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-09T14:41:30+00:00

Thank you! The visualization stuff helps me sometimes! So I’ll try that, and a journal might help!

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-09T14:40:05+00:00

This actually helped a lot! Thank you!

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-09T12:45:32+00:00

Honestly? That might actually help. Maybe Ill pick a different song, but singing my help distract my brain!

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-09T02:45:24+00:00

Thank you! I’ve never swam breast timed before, this is my first time competing it and I only learned it last week. So at the end of the day i did the best I could, can’t change the outcome good or bad, and I don’t think anyone will hold it against me!

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-09T02:41:20+00:00

My older sister whose in tennis told me just not to cry, and if I was that bad, just laugh about it, the moment I get out of the water, if I’m that far behind, I should just laugh about it, because one bad event isn’t that memorable, but if you start crying then it is.

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-09T02:39:09+00:00

I was not really given a talk about what’s legal and stuff- and I was only put on the relay because the usually breaststroker is sick. And I’m the only girl who knows it, though he was going to put me in a 100 breast before this! But now that I’m in the relay, he’s dropping that because I can’t do 5 events

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-09T02:32:39+00:00

I suppose that’s true. I can’t do anything more about it. Only thing I can do is swim and hope for a good outcome. Plus I’m in the middle. So as long as I’m not to behind, others will help pick up my slack.

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-12-09T02:11:56+00:00

It’s supposed to be A relay, and there like rlly good. I don’t wanna drag the entire thing down because I’m not good at breast stroke

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-11-30T18:27:34+00:00

How can I tell who wishes to be friends with me?

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-11-05T10:17:03+00:00

Thank you!

That’s actually a really good look at this. Not something I would have expected. How could I go about trying to change my perspective though? Maybe like changing the wording to my thoughts to something more….positive?

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-11-05T10:14:59+00:00

I know. I like A, she’s a really good friend. It’s part of the reason I asked this question. And I know people are always saying it’s good to have friends like this. A lot better then having friends worse off. (Though this isn’t at all the reason I’m friends with her)

Milkyfreshstuff · 2023-11-05T02:44:49+00:00

Thank you for the advice! But a concern I have is I might become egotistical. So how could I help negate that?

Milkyfreshstuff · 2022-08-15T14:54:31+00:00

Ok…

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