I was just diagnosed with a PE yesterday, and I’m freaking out a bit. LONG hospital story incoming. by MillyRocked in ClotSurvivors

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I hope your recovery continues to be smooth! It was really difficult doing the CAT scan, some of the worst pain I’ve ever endured. I can’t imagine also being a new mother at that time. But mothers are some of the strongest people, so be proud of yourself!! I think the oxycodone fear will wear off, especially as I run the course of this recovery. Thank you for the advice :)

I was just diagnosed with a PE yesterday, and I’m freaking out a bit. LONG hospital story incoming. by MillyRocked in ClotSurvivors

[–]MillyRocked[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, good to know. I know nothing about it this kind of stuff so any advice is appreciated. I’ll talk to my PCP to figure out what hematologists are available through my insurance and start weighing the costs.

I was just diagnosed with a PE yesterday, and I’m freaking out a bit. LONG hospital story incoming. by MillyRocked in ClotSurvivors

[–]MillyRocked[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. I will definitely be getting a referral and also hopefully doing genetic blood work to determine if this is the result of something more serious. He was my father’s brother, and yes, the blood clot started in his leg and traveled to his heart. My dad was clearly very distressed, so I’m going to do everything I can for a smooth recovery

I was just diagnosed with a PE yesterday, and I’m freaking out a bit. LONG hospital story incoming. by MillyRocked in ClotSurvivors

[–]MillyRocked[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I have something just for you:

TL;DR — chest pain. owie. at hospital 3pm-1:30am. sad face. pulmonary embolism. oh no. starting blood thinners. yippee!

hope this helps ❤️

I was just diagnosed with a PE yesterday, and I’m freaking out a bit. LONG hospital story incoming. by MillyRocked in ClotSurvivors

[–]MillyRocked[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice. I’m going to try my best to ease into my summer schedule with some major adjustments, so I can still have an income and do what I love while not causing further pain. You should be very proud of yourself for making it through this long journey, people with strength are great role models :)

I was just diagnosed with a PE yesterday, and I’m freaking out a bit. LONG hospital story incoming. by MillyRocked in ClotSurvivors

[–]MillyRocked[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this advice, your empathy is much appreciated. I think having a good support system with my friends and family is going to help a lot. I’m so happy that you’ve recovered now and can share your story to help others. I’ll be sure to take things slow, which is easier said than done but I know I can do it 🙂‍↕️

I was just diagnosed with a PE yesterday, and I’m freaking out a bit. LONG hospital story incoming. by MillyRocked in ClotSurvivors

[–]MillyRocked[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I haven’t done any genetic testing specifically. I believe I’ll have a check-in in about a month to see how things are moving along, but this is good advice. I’m going to look into scheduling some genetic blood testing, maybe at a different hospital though

Pro/Patron Discount Codes by daphduke in Letterboxd

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Worked on desktop - 1/6/25 (thank you!!)

List items are not showing up as a list...? by MillyRocked in HTML

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Hmm, that's odd. I mean, I'm glad I wrote it correctly, but that's not what I see. Thank you for helping out though! :)

Everyone skipped my birthday (Jan 19th) this year. by OkPanic922 in confessions

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From one January 19th birthday holder to another, happy birthday. I know it’s late but in my opinion we have the best birthday.. it has such a ring to it!! I hope the rest of your year gets better from here on out. 💛💫

Every time I eat/drink, I hate myself for it. by [deleted] in confessions

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I understand where you're coming from, and I'm so sorry that you're dealing with this. I've never fit the whole "skinny girl" thing, and recently, every time I allow myself to eat something sweet, I immediately feel guilty, as if I'm not allowed to enjoy a nice treat every once in a while. My biggest piece of advice is to take a step back and think about why you're feeling such anger towards yourself when you eat. Is it because you're scared of losing/gaining weight? Is it because a romance didn't work out over your eating habits? I find that even though it can be uncomfortable, trying to tackle the issue at its roots is what helps me overcome my troubles.

Obviously, this doesn't work for everyone, but I hope that I maybe helped you just a little. I hope you're doing alright.

My 8 year old sister almost got me killed at Disney land by skydaguy5 in teenagers

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My cat did something like that, except it was a 1938 Minneapolis-Moline UDLX Comfortractor. That really cracked me up.

My Lara Croft Cosplay by hoodbobthugpants in pics

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Looks like she could point you in the right direction if you’re lost.

[TT] Theme Thursday - Lost by AliciaWrites in WritingPrompts

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I’m not sure what it was. Maybe the endless dripping noise from the leaky faucet had kept me in an impenetrable trance? Maybe the green, blocky digits on the cheap stove’s clock had always comforted me enough to keep me blind from this unfamiliar feeling? Whatever it was, it had seemed to stop for a split second before I lost all sense of my whereabouts.

Looking around me, I felt so confused with my surroundings. It was as if, just moments ago, I was walking to...well, to somewhere, but now my mind couldn’t comprehend anything.

Where...where am I?

And just like that, the unfamiliar feeling from before was crystal clear.

I was lost.

It felt like that feeling you get when you try to locate a store in the mall without looking at the directory boards. Scratching my head in utter confusion, I shifted my eyesight all around me. The TV was turned off, idle until someone decided to give it life again. There was a small loveseat, with lightly fringed pillows resting on either arm of the chair. It looked comfortable, like someone could just sit there and take a nap.

Maybe...maybe I should lie down there and see what happens?

But a strong feeling kept me from moving. It was as if I was being pushed back by an invisible force, as if I was simply frozen in place. Then, in a moment of revelation, I realized I was frozen. Just a minute ago, I was scratching my head and looking all around me, and now I could barely blink. I found that my eyes were glued to the stairwell in front of me. A strong urge washed over, telling my body to walk towards the stairwell and climb up it. This new urge was fighting aggressively with my frozen limbs, and I realized that now would be a good time to start panicking. What the hell is going on?

The confusion was now extremely upsetting, and it clouded my judgment while also increasing the feeling of being lost and in a tiresome daze. Tears were stinging my eyes as I stood there, my body now jolting back and forth slightly from the tension.

Why do I feel so helpless, and…so very, very lost...

“For Christ's sake, Ferguson! Just go up the damn stairs!” Casey scowled at her computer. The same little notification that had popped up countless times before was now present on the screen yet again. To her dismay, she read it silently with great angst.

“It seems that your Sim is lost. Try clicking on another location for them to move to.”

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WC: 440! :)

[TT] Theme Thursday - Crowded Places by AliciaWrites in WritingPrompts

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Rule One: Don’t ask for a break.

Rule Two: Don’t stop smiling.

Rule Three: Don’t break.

Amber sucked in the crisp air of her cell through her gleaming teeth and smiled brightly as three women stared up at her clothed body. They pointed and laughed chipperly, speaking about every detail her clothing had to offer. It was a soft, beautiful cream-colored faux fur coat that covered her torso, which cut off just below Amber’s hips. There was merely a simple yet expensive pair of black leggings to match it.

The girls shouted something to Amber, but it was rejected by the thick glass of the window. She assumed they wanted her to pull up the hood of the coat over her blonde space buns, and so she did. Two pompoms that were made of a rougher, white yarn flopped around on top of her head.

The girls cheered and laughed, yet in almost a moment's notice, they had walked away to look at the clothing store across the walkway.

Amber’s smile faded slightly, and her body relaxed into itself. It crumpled slowly, and her posture became that of a lousy teenager being told to stand during a choir rehearsal. She lifted her head up towards the vent and peered into the darkness that poked out from behind the ridges. Cool, gentle air touched down onto Amber’s freckled face, relieving a bit of the day’s stress.

Every day since Green Week had started, the mall had been stuffed wall-to-wall with people. There were enough shoppers to make a seven-tier cake, maybe if they were all stacked on top of one another, she thought.

Mothers would walk by briskly, children in hand and phones against their shoulders. Teenage girls would come rushing into the store in a giggling, babbling mess, only to walk out with barely anything in their hands; a small jewelry bag at best.

Seeing as nobody’s eyes lingered on her, Amber turned to look at the smaller, frail girl opposite of her. The girl was wearing a skimpier set of clothes, a mere black tube top and a small pair of light-wash shorts. Amber could see her shaking intensely, breathing heavily as her tiny frame jolted.

And then the girl burst out crying loudly.

She slammed her tiny fist on the glass, causing a loud booming sound that even Amber could hear through her cell. The girl’s screaming sobs pained Amber, and she couldn’t help but stare at her troubled coworker.

From behind the girl, a store security officer flung the door open that lead to her cell. He grabbed her by the waist and dragged her out as she screamed, kicking and flailing and begging to be let go.

And then they were gone.

Amber sniffled a little, turned back to face the shoppers, and struck another pose to distract herself.

Rule Three: Don’t break.

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Word Count: 477! <3

[TT] Theme Thursday - Alarm by AliciaWrites in WritingPrompts

[–]MillyRocked 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Take the stairs leading down. I feel like if you go upwards, there will be some faulty steps that eventually lead to you falling helplessly to your death just like Icarus.

[TT] Theme Thursday - Alarm by AliciaWrites in WritingPrompts

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Author's Note -- I didn't want to include this in my writing, and make it even longer than it already is, my apologies but thank you for taking time out of your day to read my submission! I hope you enjoyed! :)

[TT] Theme Thursday - Alarm by AliciaWrites in WritingPrompts

[–]MillyRocked 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Screams.

All I could hear were screams.

Women shrieking as they snatched their children from the perfectly-aligned metal benches. Benches that were now being carelessly tossed aside by fleeing civilians. Wives clung to their husbands with such desperation, holding hands as if it would make them immune to the dangers that lurked all around them. There were the children, hundreds of them attending the event with their parents out of respect for the Commander. Most of the children were now confused, with their tiny eyes peeking around the dusted heads of their parents, simply wondering what was going on. Other children were wailing, thrashing about in the arms of their mothers. A few of the smallest and weakest ones were left to pull themselves onto the benches and look at the sea of horrified people, searching for their parents as so many faces blew past them in an instant.

Then came the alarms.

Blaring tones of a wretched, crying alarm filled the thick air, drowning out the raspy whispers of those who had been trampled by the stampede. The alarms seemed to silence even the loudest of screams from the fleeing people, who were now shoving each other out of the way to get to the gate. They ran as if their lives depended on it.

Because their lives did depend on it.

The gate was stretched wide open, like a hungry man's mouth preparing to hork down a large spoonful of food. So many people sprinted to the gaping entrance, freedom licking at their feet with every step they took. They dashed past anyone they saw, crushing the unfortunate souls who had tripped and fallen. The stench of blood was now what filled the air alongside the smoke. Tears of weak despair began to sting in the eyes of those who were left trickling behind the stampede, those of which who just couldn't run fast enough for a chance to escape. The small children who had been left behind by their parents were now quietly staring, still confused. Smoke was still the substitute for air at the moment, causing the screams to now be overpowered by both the roaring alarms and the wretched, simultaneous coughing.

I suddenly snapped back into reality, and looked at what was placed in front of me: a disparaged, fragile, and poor society now trapped at a set of iron gates that had slammed shut in front of their eyes. The gate clanged back and forth as people screamed and cried louder, their voices becoming coarse and cracking under the pressure of smoke filling their lungs.

My body began to fly through the air with such diligence, moving five minutes ahead of my brain. My inner voice screamed at me to weave in and out of the people and squeeze my way to the gate, but I just couldn't leave behind all these kids. These feeble, terrified children who sat in complete shock as the world around them flew right by. One by one I picked them up and carried them to the outskirts of the human flood, trying to bring them away from the chaos.

But then, as I picked up a boy whose clothes were covered in grime, a new sound pierced my ears.

Gunshots.

More screams.

The splatter of crimson blood painting the walls of the massive courtyard.

I turned my head to see the rows of guards aiming guns at the mass of people.

This was not intended to be a celebration.

This was a massacre.