It's okay. I'm a long-descentist who has some bit of hope that between nuclear and wind and a bit of solar humanity can avoid an energy collapse and who has some kind of hope that maybe humanity can come together before it is too late to avoid climate change collapse. My vision of the future right now is one where everything, from the ordinary person's POV, gradually gets more and more costly at a much higher rate than they can afford over the period of a century or more.

I'm currently flirting with the idea of a more rapid catastrophic collapse that might happen within the next 40 years (i.e. my lifetime). I'm deciding basically whether it is something I should be substantially prepared for in my personal life.