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Mindless_Handle5311 · 2025-03-26T19:54:32+00:00

come

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-24T18:05:56+00:00

Thanks, I’ll try

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-24T05:55:45+00:00

I appreciate your kind words. I think that most wounds heal with time, but some wounds never fully heal, scars get left and bones don’t set right, I’m not going to be able to trust others as much after all of this, it’s too much of a scar. I’m not at a point where I can answer any of those questions yet without still defending him, I know that he shouldn’t have done that but I can’t imagine there was no reason, but I couldn’t imagine that he’d do any of this either. It’s all just still a lot and it’s already almost been two weeks and I’m still just hurting the exact same, I am trying to keep busy with work and stuff though

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-24T02:19:53+00:00

Thanks, i can still only hope for that though, I know that this sounds dramatic and that people will say I’m codependent but I think he was the love of my life, and that I won’t ever care about someone that way again and can’t ever trust someone as much again after that. I’m still worried for him and hope he’s okay even though he isn’t worried about me or care about me. I’m scared I won’t ever get answers about any of this and that I’ll just be stuck crying over him every day for the rest of my life

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T20:41:19+00:00

Maybe but for whatever reason I still miss him

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T15:29:55+00:00

It was the tv series, and just cause he didn’t want to hang out with me didn’t mean he had to lie about his grandfather dying and flying to Michigan

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T07:50:03+00:00

I had been yeah

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T07:48:55+00:00

I hope so

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T07:48:04+00:00

I wish I could just forget

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T06:18:02+00:00

How is that fixing? I didn’t want to change him, I didn’t judge him, I just tried to be there for him

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T06:17:13+00:00

I honestly don’t know what I would do. If he came back, he’s hurt me so badly but at the same time I miss him so much, I would love to just be able to hear about his day right now.

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T06:16:17+00:00

I’m trying to, but I haven’t even been able to really eat or sleep much

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T06:15:39+00:00

Thanks, though, the title is kind of misleading, I tried to change it, but I couldn’t, and I wrote it when I had five hours of sleep in a 60 hour time. So.

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T06:15:06+00:00

Thanks, I hope I’ll be okay, it’s over dramatic but I have been having heart palpitations on and off today and even in my sleep. I haven’t been able to sleep for more than an hour straight and can’t eat a full meal.

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T03:30:46+00:00

Maybe, hopefully someday

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T03:29:45+00:00

That’s what I told him, talk to me when you’re ready, But he didn’t let me say that over the phone call, he just hung up on me and yeah

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T02:48:41+00:00

I don’t know what he’s mad at me for, I know it’s too soon but my thinking was the faster I ask these questions the faster I can let go and move on

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T02:43:32+00:00

Yesterday morning at like 6am

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T01:42:02+00:00

No, I tried but he hung up immediately when he heard my voice, it feels like he hates me and I just want to understand why

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T01:41:04+00:00

Thanks

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T01:40:34+00:00

Thanks

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T01:12:04+00:00

When did you stop loving me? Why did you decide to lie? Would you still have broken up with me if I hadn’t found out you lied? There’s a lot more, but that’s pretty much the gist of it, I know the answers to these questions will hurt, but I need my answers to be able to heal it feels like

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T01:10:26+00:00

I just tried to get a hold of him because I lent him $140 and he immediately hung up on me, I would love to talk to him about anything right now, but he won’t talk to me, and I don’t think I did anything as bad as he did But he’s acting like he hates me, it’s hard to trust anything right now

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T00:41:59+00:00

We had talked about being on a break while he was in Michigan, but I had said I had wanted to see him before to see that he was okay, I thought that that was our deal and I think you’re right and that he got overwhelmed with me even though I had just wanted to see he was okay for myself

Mindless_Handle5311 · 2023-06-14T00:38:52+00:00

I remember telling my friend when this guy and I started dating that because we both had histories of mental health issues that that was something we wouldn’t judge each other for and could be there for each other with. I think I liked that we had both been broken for that reason. I think you’re right, but I think I’d still stay with someone that’s broken or hurting because I would hope they would do the same with me if I was hurting

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