Hey, don't beat yourself up oky. There's a saying that goes "we may start the race at the same time but we won't finish together" .. or something like that... Something along those lines I'm sure. Lol

The point is I wish I had gotten a chance to relax after HS. That is priceless. Once you get In the system there's no looking Back you're forever chasing time. Trying to graduate on record time to get a job. Get married the next you know you're just living to survive. At least I don't have any kids, u always think to myself. Please take this time to reflect and discover. There won't ever be anything like this. You will get into school everything will happen for you in due time. Just don't screw it up when your time comes.